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"Thank you for these powerful files. I've always been a transvestite. But that was a private matter. Only my wife and and a few ex-girlfriends knew about my "hobby". Or so I thought. Now, I'm cringing inside before every woman I meet, noticing in every little action and interaction how much of a sissy I really am. I think it really has only been hidden from me. All the girls seem to already know.
I've never thought of myself as a he man (and I'm sure no one else ever has either). But I've always been able to fully sexually satisfy that small subset of women who were attracted to me. I thought of myself as a "sensitive" and "creative" male. But who cares how I saw myself? I'm now realizing that most people look at me and see a faggot.
But until very recently the only cock I ever thought about was my own. That has been changing slightly in the last few years, thanks to the amazing array of shemales on the web (which my transvestite obsessions drew me to). But since listening to your files for just a few weeks, my sexual orientation has been changing fast.
I now find myself lisping and swishing and stumbling and stuttering in front of every woman I meet. Is this actually new behavior, or have I always been this bad? Either way, why don't I want to stop listening? What weird part of me is enjoying this? (Dumb question. Obvious answer: The panty-waisted Little Miss Squidgy part.)
I guess I really am a sissy after all. But have I truly always been? Or is the file tricking me? And if I don't "man up" and quit this nasty little habit, how long will it be before I can't even get it up for my sweet and loving wife because I'm too frightened of women? Will I really become too much of a pansy panty-obsessed "
timmy wrote:I posted the following to the comments section a few days ago:
"Thank you for these powerful files. I've always been a transvestite. But that was a private matter. Only my wife and and a few ex-girlfriends knew about my "hobby". Or so I thought. Now, I'm cringing inside before every woman I meet, noticing in every little action and interaction how much of a sissy I really am. I think it really has only been hidden from me. All the girls seem to already know.
I've never thought of myself as a he man (and I'm sure no one else ever has either). But I've always been able to fully sexually satisfy that small subset of women who were attracted to me. I thought of myself as a "sensitive" and "creative" male. But who cares how I saw myself? I'm now realizing that most people look at me and see a faggot.
But until very recently the only cock I ever thought about was my own. That has been changing slightly in the last few years, thanks to the amazing array of shemales on the web (which my transvestite obsessions drew me to). But since listening to your files for just a few weeks, my sexual orientation has been changing fast.
I now find myself lisping and swishing and stumbling and stuttering in front of every woman I meet. Is this actually new behavior, or have I always been this bad? Either way, why don't I want to stop listening? What weird part of me is enjoying this? (Dumb question. Obvious answer: The panty-waisted Little Miss Squidgy part.)
I guess I really am a sissy after all. But have I truly always been? Or is the file tricking me? And if I don't "man up" and quit this nasty little habit, how long will it be before I can't even get it up for my sweet and loving wife because I'm too frightened of women? Will I really become too much of a pansy panty-obsessed "
Somehow I accidentally posted the comment before I was done writing and editing it. (Lately, I've been such a silly little airhead. Sorry!) Here's what I wanted to end with:
" too much of a panty-obsessed pansy to get hard, even in her hot and eager mouth? And how will I explain to her how that could suddenly just happen, when I used to always be more than ready? (In fact. I always used to have a bit of a hair-trigger response to female attentions.) "Dear, I purposely hypnotically trained myself to become a mincing little limp dick fairy. I'm now permanently impotent. This damp little wee-wee is all that's left of what we used to call 'my manhood'. Isn't it wonderful?" If I wasn't deeply fearful of women before, I think I'll have reason to be then.
I love this file way too much for my own good.
misterlastname58 wrote:timmy wrote:I posted the following to the comments section a few days ago:
"Thank you for these powerful files. I've always been a transvestite. But that was a private matter. Only my wife and and a few ex-girlfriends knew about my "hobby". Or so I thought. Now, I'm cringing inside before every woman I meet, noticing in every little action and interaction how much of a sissy I really am. I think it really has only been hidden from me. All the girls seem to already know.
I've never thought of myself as a he man (and I'm sure no one else ever has either). But I've always been able to fully sexually satisfy that small subset of women who were attracted to me. I thought of myself as a "sensitive" and "creative" male. But who cares how I saw myself? I'm now realizing that most people look at me and see a faggot.
But until very recently the only cock I ever thought about was my own. That has been changing slightly in the last few years, thanks to the amazing array of shemales on the web (which my transvestite obsessions drew me to). But since listening to your files for just a few weeks, my sexual orientation has been changing fast.
I now find myself lisping and swishing and stumbling and stuttering in front of every woman I meet. Is this actually new behavior, or have I always been this bad? Either way, why don't I want to stop listening? What weird part of me is enjoying this? (Dumb question. Obvious answer: The panty-waisted Little Miss Squidgy part.)
I guess I really am a sissy after all. But have I truly always been? Or is the file tricking me? And if I don't "man up" and quit this nasty little habit, how long will it be before I can't even get it up for my sweet and loving wife because I'm too frightened of women? Will I really become too much of a pansy panty-obsessed "
Somehow I accidentally posted the comment before I was done writing and editing it. (Lately, I've been such a silly little airhead. Sorry!) Here's what I wanted to end with:
" too much of a panty-obsessed pansy to get hard, even in her hot and eager mouth? And how will I explain to her how that could suddenly just happen, when I used to always be more than ready? (In fact. I always used to have a bit of a hair-trigger response to female attentions.) "Dear, I purposely hypnotically trained myself to become a mincing little limp dick fairy. I'm now permanently impotent. This damp little wee-wee is all that's left of what we used to call 'my manhood'. Isn't it wonderful?" If I wasn't deeply fearful of women before, I think I'll have reason to be then.
I love this file way too much for my own good.
This is exactly what i'm going through. While i was TRYING to have sex with my girlfriend last night, i kept hearing "Little Miss Squidgy can't get hard" taunting me in my head. Everytime i could feel the blood start to rush, i would hear it again and fall limp. And the worst part was that i was actually enjoying it! In the past, if i had times that i couldn't get hard i would get frustrated and angry at myself, but last night it was almost like the limper i was the hotter i felt LOL. When i got her down to her panties, needless to say all i wanted to do was put them on. The only way i was able to get it up was to go down on her and imagine that some big hot stud just fucked her and i was licking his cum out of her. This made me eat her out like never before and i finally got hard enough to stick my little wee wee in her. Needless to say i "fucked" for about 30 seconds before i splooged and had to finish her off with her vibrator while i just lied there with my little limp dicklet. Why am i enjoying this?
MistressKelly wrote:All sissies I have shared this file with have adored it.
Thank you Ms J for your exceptional work.
Mistress Kelly.
timmy wrote:I had to quit listening to this file. It was changing me so fast, it scared the pants off me. Literally! I was swishing around in panties and beating off to pictures of well hung men dripping cum gobs for over a month! But I'm really not ready to be gay. I think I'll try a little harder to be a good little hetero sissy. Yes, I know I'll never come close to making it as a real man. But it would just be too difficult in this society to make the changes this file was bringing out of me. So I guess I'll just have to be a wimp who loves women, even though they find me ridiculous.
misterlastname58 wrote:timmy wrote:I had to quit listening to this file. It was changing me so fast, it scared the pants off me. Literally! I was swishing around in panties and beating off to pictures of well hung men dripping cum gobs for over a month! But I'm really not ready to be gay. I think I'll try a little harder to be a good little hetero sissy. Yes, I know I'll never come close to making it as a real man. But it would just be too difficult in this society to make the changes this file was bringing out of me. So I guess I'll just have to be a wimp who loves women, even though they find me ridiculous.
I am trying to fight this too. I haven't had sex with my GF in two months. She's stopped trying to initiate it. I was good for a few weeks, but then i saw an ad for panties, and the trigger went off, and i've downloaded more of MsJ's files. They're so powerful and wonderful!
El_Jugador wrote:This file sounds fun, but I can't stand text-to-speech voices - they sound too artificial and I find it nearly impossible to trance with them. Can somebody (preferably female :wink: ) re-record the file with a human voice?
sleepy134 wrote:The files are as much about mind control as hypnosis. Big effect on me
(a previously and still somewhat straight male), /truly addictive.
MsJ wrote:bandler wrote:What happened to MsJ?
Has she put out anything new in the last six months?
princess I have had an absolutely hectic year, but I hope to have some more files available in the next few weeks.
MsJ wrote:princess I have had an absolutely hectic year, but I hope to have some more files available in the next few weeks.
bandler wrote:Has anyone listened to the new MsJ file yet? It says human voice, but I don't believe that. Someone who has listened to the file do tell.
BabyNiki wrote:For us that are absolutely turned on by being a sissy, but still are attracted to the female sex, is there any chance/interest in making a file that turns you into from male into a lesbian?
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