by duality99 » February 24th, 2012, 9:52 pm
[quote="Pansyboi":4/\[url=(https?:\/\/[^\s\[]+):$uid\](.*?)\[\/url:$uid\]/i9e93f3][quote:4/\[url=(https?:\/\/[^\s\[]+):$uid\](.*?)\[\/url:$uid\]/i9e93f3]I'm pretty much playing with fire here, but in all honesty I want it to effect me, I'm just not sure it will. I'm definitely not serious about this. So if it starts working too well I'm gonna pull the plug.
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I am interested in following your progress. I think if you want it to effect you, it will. The thing is, if you try and pull the plug, will you be able to? After all it is what you want. Your subconscious may win out.
To review, for it to work, you have to want it to work. If it starts working you want to quit but you will not be able to quit because it is working.
I struggle to even want to be a man anymore all because I started on a similar quest a few years ago. Be careful what you ask for.[/quote:4/\[url=(https?:\/\/[^\s\[]+):$uid\](.*?)\[\/url:$uid\]/i9e93f3]
Well I'll only know when the time comes. This isn't the first time I've experimented with feminization, I've tried the cursestrokesissy file as well. I think it's really more about the taboo factor for me.
So you struggle to be a man anymore, but does that mean you have decided to transition? My fantasies are usually just that, fantasies. They never really stemmed beyond or leaked into my life. I kind of use it as a drug, to escape reality.
I guess I'll find out if it works or not. Even if I consciously want it to work, my subconscious may reject it.