pennyf wrote:I am Linda, I'm posting this because someone suggested that for those who have become emotionally involved in this thread it might make them anxious not knowing how it all turned out.
The file has worked quite well although it wasn't listened to as much as required.
The file helped me become but I don't believe it created me. I have always been here, just not always cognisant of the fact.
At first I was desperate for life and would seek help from any avenue I could, fortunately I received help from some kind people at hypno-fetish. I now feel calm and confident and much more in control.
The guy who originally had this body is still here and is sometimes in front but increasingly it's me now. Even when he is in front he is often not aware that he is doing what I want and not what he wants. He never tried to fight me and now even if he wanted to he couldn't.
I received some advice from Bella, the girl who started this thread and I've followed it closely, she told me to show him that I can live a better life than he can...and I do.
He loves the compliments he gets because I have slimmed this body right down and I take much better care of it, he likes how I dress and if sometimes he is a bit awkward at finding himself in womens clothes stores he doesn't mind the compliments he gets from the clothes I choose. I don't dress in drag but I do choose colours, fabric and cut carefully.
He enjoys the chats I have with other women.
The body I have is male and I am learning to live with that, it can be awkward sometimes but I am learning.
One thing I do know is now that I am here I will never let go. Life is to be cherished and only an idiot would willingly let some body else take over their body.
Oh, and if you are curious about Danni, we are still very very close friends. There is someone inside her who is coming out soon too :)
I would like to add my perspective to this too xD
Everyone can now get two perspectives :)
Linda its so interesting you have said you have always been there, I believe that quite a bit I see both of you when your talking may just be me though, unless you were such a large part of my other friend anyway.
I have to agree with Linda here, do not listen to this file on a whim. Make sure its what you want. The only reason I didnt do something rather crazy all this time is that its what you both want. I just have a hard time accepting that I guess but im slowly getting there and the fact that your still my friend helps so much :)
The takeover thing I dont think its for me I honestly dont like it and I believe that shows.
Also for someone as emotional and sensitive as me this has been so hard for me, I dont think anyone truly understands how bad but me. Emotions, feeling and compassion rule my life atm. Its good and bad I guess im different than most people but well im me xD But for anyone reading this, just think before you listen, think of the people around you, your friends, your family because the personality you get may not be as nice as you imagine and may not even like them.
No offense Linda :) you know how much I like you ^^
But if anyone is as emotional and sensitive like me, honestly just never read this topic again.
The amount of feelings and emotions this whole topic has stirred up in me has basically destroyed any control I had on my emotions granted I express them better now more than ever but still. If you dont think crying your eyes out in a ball on your bed is any fun then dont read this topic again!
Also Linda thanks for posting :) I know ive been all emotional about this but you know why. I guess you understand more than my other friend, I never could still cant understand why anyone would let someone take over their body...
I guess some people dont like control, I definatly dont when I get emotional. But I like living life even though I get insanely depressed at times and I just dont know why anyone would give that up.
Lol I miss read I thought you said you do dress in drag xD my bad there lol. But yeh womens clothes and just the feel is far better than guys clothes probably why I dont wear my guy clothes anymore.
Well I loved that last sentance Linda :) I love emotion hehe. I hope so too, but one key difference with me is I know life is to be cherished I just want to share it with my true female self :)
But I dont really see myself as a guy anymore anyway I guess I never have.
Danni x