by uw_onsterfelijk » March 9th, 2013, 10:58 pm
It's more than just stopping.
You've reprogrammed your inner desires, and you'll need to reprogram again. For instance... say you just stop listening and you want some sexual gratification. Well, at first it will be difficult as you now have stated, and so what will happen is you'll get "frustrated" from the inability to climax and then you will "fallback" to the feminization just to achieve orgasm. Thus continuing the cycle you wish to end.
I would suggest, and I'm by no means a PRO, along with stopping the listening and femme behaviors, find another fetish that arouses you and concentrate on that for awhile. You'll move on easier and more successfully.
HTH,
- uw_