Losing my "Sissyness" Help

[SissyAngie]

Hey guys, I want your guys opinions on this as i am baffled.. Right ive been watching and listening to "sissy content" since i was 15 everything from humiliation povs to hypnos, captioned pics, webteases and the basic feminization sissification pornos out there! ive had a close friend feminize me and i have some quite humiliating experiences with pretty girls dressing me up and such so ive done quite alot, like most ive got triggers and have spent plenty of time playing with makeup and all that
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Anyway the point is its stopped like the other day ive totally k'od my sissyness or even getting horny over dudes n dicks and being a slutty bimbo blah blah im freaked out this has never happend to me before its like my head is clear i can remember a few nights before i did the usual got all girly put on some hypno and watched a trainer done all the fucked up faggy stuff pouting and drooling for cock yeah yeah then the next day no its like its been switched off?

i even tryed watching some vannila porn jenna haze a video i remember from years ago before sissyhood took over me and well i was not fully erect or as horny as normal i came pretty hard.. and its coming to that part of the night where i would usually hunt for some content play with my clitty and then hypno off to sleep but i am unsure what to do now PLEASE HELP is this a sign or something????

[diode168]

My guess would be you had an off night which happens from time to time, then you noticed it and now you have suggested to yourself you've killed your sissy side and you are reinforcing it.

I'm no longer a sissy
I didn't get horny
I'm no longer a sissy
I didn't get horny


Never ending cycle.

I would take a few days off then come back and listen to some sissy files.

[Plaat]

change is scary; I'm so used to not dating or getting laid it get nervous at the prospect of it; I identify myself as being aromantic and move on; if this sticks than its likely you cn adapt. I came to like sissy stuff gradually; though I've never done what you have: first guys is right though; an off night just means you aren't actually brainwashed or whatever, just a strong interest. I love all sissy hypno but once in a while I completely lose interest and switch up how I wank off.

[SissyAngie]

Thanks guys and sorry for the late reply but yeah i left it for a while however it seems whatever has happened is still going on like in my mind i still have my sissy thoughts and stuff but nothing is happening its like they are there and thats it i dunno whats happening its like im rejecting all of it? still havent found something to get me off tho i am rather worried now!