Who can help with a castration curse?

[pmauly]

I love the idea of the curses - losing the capacity to fight against them.

I had an idea for a curse that forces the listener to enter into castration play, getting stronger and stronger over days/weeks/months, until he eventually castrates himself.

I have tried Sarnoga's Eunuch Slave Curse, but I don't really want a master to do it, I want to do it myself, so that curse isn't really what I'm looking for.

I have asked around to see if there's anyone who will create a new curse file that will help me do this.

I band my balls with an elastrator. but I don't have the fortitude to keep the band on for very long. I've only got up to just over an hour so far and I want to keep it on longer. (If you're interested, I have posted about my experience on my tumblr blog at paulym666.tumblr.com.)

So, I'm trying to find someone who will make a curse file that makes me keep on banding my balls and forces me to keep the band on a little longer each time until eventually the job is done. So far one or two people have been intrigued by the idea, but no one has created the file.

Who can help?

[kslava]

Wow, I've never actually thought of this (the idea of cutting off blood flow to my testicles to stop them producing hormones).

Here's the only concern I'd have with that. While this may have a permanent numbing effect on the testicles, that also may mean that parts of the scrotal tissue may also lose sensation. For those of us who plan to have surgery one day, that means minimizing sensation in what will one day be the labia.

Now if you plan on always having a penis and just don't like your pesky balls (and don't plan on reproducing), then go for it.