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Files like curse stroke sissy and behavioral changes
Posted:
December 28th, 2013, 1:44 pm
by duality99
I've listened to my fair share of feminization files. I've always found the idea of losing control and being forced to change very hot.
When I read about others success stories with curse stroke sissy, like they started walking like a girl, behaving like one, mannerisms, etc. It sounds fun. And I've listened to that file a lot along with others waiting for those kind of changes, but nothing really happens.
I have to ask those of you who had success. How do you go about trancing to the files? Do you just relax and let go? Or do you kind of just play along in trance? I'm curious to see if I'm going about it the wrong way and maybe not focusing as much as I should.
I think of that phrase where hypnosis can't make you do anything you don't want. Part of me wants to see myself lose control for the erotic thrill, but another part knows deep down that kind of permanent change isn't desired.
Maybe it's just part of an elaborate erotic fantasy. And fantasies aren't always the same as the reality. So my mind doesn't take to the suggestions.
Posted:
January 1st, 2014, 2:24 am
by teather
My own experience is that the curse files dont 'force' a change. For me they provide encouagement. With a few files (Curse Stroke Sissy (CSS) and for the last 18 months or so Goddess Gracie's Bimbo Blessing (BB)) I have been hooked and *have* to listen several times a day. The continual steady stream of encouragement keeps the ideas from the files on my mind. When I lose focus on a task at hand or relax that is when ideas from the files pop into my thoughts and I either want to listen again or act on them.
I dont listen to CSS anymore - mainly because of how deeply it was influencing me w.r.t. my dressing and feminisation. With this file my dressing had escalated so that I was dressing on waking, for my drive to the office, spending the day under-dressed and dressing again for the drive home. On my lunch-breaks I was either in my car listening to the file or clothes shopping. Once the risks of the behaviour CSS was encouraging in me became too great I had the motivation to stop listening and I also stopped dressing for a few years
BB is another great file, and it is influencing me in different ways compared to CSS. With CSS the oral and bisexual aspects did not affect me - the main effects were cross-dressing and feminine mannerisms. Since taking down time from work over Christmas and New Year I've bought myself pretty pink bras, ruffled panties, fishnet tights, very high heels and a couple of sexy short skirts. BB has *most definitely* encouaged a sexual change in me where CSS did not. My first thoughts on waking are of sucking cock - I am struggling to maintain focus now whilst imagining myself on hands and knees being spit roasted - the thought of it makes my mouth water. Most distracting is whenever I see a pretty girl, I immediately get a flash of myself sucking cock - if I cant focus back on a task at hand I can be checked out for a couple of hours thinking about how to best make myself more feminine and pretty. Getting back on track when I am working is fine, but at weekends and during holidays it can be hard - once I start rubbing myself through my panties
Posted:
January 2nd, 2014, 3:07 pm
by chris_uk
I can't say about medium term behavioural changes but over the past three days I have been listening to Bimbo Blessing. Initially it was just out of curiosity but now I have a craving to listen to it. This is much stronger for me than CSS.
Posted:
January 2nd, 2014, 3:24 pm
by duality99
teather wrote:My own experience is that the curse files dont 'force' a change. For me they provide encouagement. With a few files (Curse Stroke Sissy (CSS) and for the last 18 months or so Goddess Gracie's Bimbo Blessing (BB)) I have been hooked and *have* to listen several times a day. The continual steady stream of encouragement keeps the ideas from the files on my mind. When I lose focus on a task at hand or relax that is when ideas from the files pop into my thoughts and I either want to listen again or act on them.
I dont listen to CSS anymore - mainly because of how deeply it was influencing me w.r.t. my dressing and feminisation. With this file my dressing had escalated so that I was dressing on waking, for my drive to the office, spending the day under-dressed and dressing again for the drive home. On my lunch-breaks I was either in my car listening to the file or clothes shopping. Once the risks of the behaviour CSS was encouraging in me became too great I had the motivation to stop listening and I also stopped dressing for a few years
BB is another great file, and it is influencing me in different ways compared to CSS. With CSS the oral and bisexual aspects did not affect me - the main effects were cross-dressing and feminine mannerisms. Since taking down time from work over Christmas and New Year I've bought myself pretty pink bras, ruffled panties, fishnet tights, very high heels and a couple of sexy short skirts. BB has *most definitely* encouaged a sexual change in me where CSS did not. My first thoughts on waking are of sucking cock - I am struggling to maintain focus now whilst imagining myself on hands and knees being spit roasted - the thought of it makes my mouth water. Most distracting is whenever I see a pretty girl, I immediately get a flash of myself sucking cock - if I cant focus back on a task at hand I can be checked out for a couple of hours thinking about how to best make myself more feminine and pretty. Getting back on track when I am working is fine, but at weekends and during holidays it can be hard - once I start rubbing myself through my panties
I've listened to bimbo blessing as well. It does tend to get in your head very easily. I stopped listening because the one suggestion that seemed to stick was being dumb or foggy headed. Not being able to focus really sucked. These files are fun though for experimenting.
chirs_uk wrote:I can't say about medium term behavioural changes but over the past three days I have been listening to Bimbo Blessing. Initially it was just out of curiosity but now I have a craving to listen to it. This is much stronger for me than CSS.
It's an addicting file for sure. But I think that's just because it's intensely erotic pleasure, which anybody would really get addicted to.
Posted:
January 4th, 2014, 2:00 am
by kslava
I'll add another vote to say that Bimbo Blessing is very addictive and I've gradually been listening to it more and more over the last few months.
But another file that is similar, but delivers differently, is [url=http://www.warpmymind.com/Files/5592/True-You---Sex-Obsessed-Bimbo.php]True You - Sex Obsessed Bimbo[/url]. It has three tracks that overlap each other, with the most audible one being one that is more induction-like whereas the other tracks are more suggestion-like. I think it works wonderfully, even if I don't notice the results. It's just fun and very arousing to just relax and let the words wash over you, controlling you.
As for methods of trancing. Generally, it's good to go for the "no mind" kind of idea that comes from meditation. You try to think of nothing. If you think of something, you can just let it go and then go back to nothing. You can also 'observe' your mind, and in so doing, your mind strangely goes blank. Don't worry about your mind going places, because most of these files work on your subconscious anyways. For a file to work, it's important that you trust it to work.
A great hint that I've gotten from some inductions is to imagine that the voice you're hearing is your own, and the words being spoken are your thoughts and you're actually the one coming up with all this. And once the words are your own thoughts, then play around with the idea of surrendering entirely to them. Imagine giving in completely. Sometimes you can even fake it 'til you make it. There are a lot of angles to look at it from. Find what works best for you.
Posted:
January 13th, 2014, 11:31 pm
by teather
kslava wrote:I'll add another vote to say that Bimbo Blessing is very addictive and I've gradually been listening to it more and more over the last few months.
But another file that is similar, but delivers differently, is
True You - Sex Obsessed Bimbo. It has three tracks that overlap each other, with the most audible one being one that is more induction-like whereas the other tracks are more suggestion-like. I think it works wonderfully, even if I don't notice the results. It's just fun and very arousing to just relax and let the words wash over you, controlling you.
True You is a great file - its easy to relax into and somewhere during the second loop it becomes a wrench to stop listening.
Posted:
January 14th, 2014, 11:31 pm
by duality99
kslava wrote:I'll add another vote to say that Bimbo Blessing is very addictive and I've gradually been listening to it more and more over the last few months.
But another file that is similar, but delivers differently, is
True You - Sex Obsessed Bimbo. It has three tracks that overlap each other, with the most audible one being one that is more induction-like whereas the other tracks are more suggestion-like. I think it works wonderfully, even if I don't notice the results. It's just fun and very arousing to just relax and let the words wash over you, controlling you.
As for methods of trancing. Generally, it's good to go for the "no mind" kind of idea that comes from meditation. You try to think of nothing. If you think of something, you can just let it go and then go back to nothing. You can also 'observe' your mind, and in so doing, your mind strangely goes blank. Don't worry about your mind going places, because most of these files work on your subconscious anyways. For a file to work, it's important that you trust it to work.
A great hint that I've gotten from some inductions is to imagine that the voice you're hearing is your own, and the words being spoken are your thoughts and you're actually the one coming up with all this. And once the words are your own thoughts, then play around with the idea of surrendering entirely to them. Imagine giving in completely. Sometimes you can even fake it 'til you make it. There are a lot of angles to look at it from. Find what works best for you.
Oh wow. That sex obsessed bimbo file is incredibly strong. Makes me feel very dumb. My mind pretty much went blank during listening. Actually listening right now, it's incredibly hard to type out this reply.
Thanks for the trance tips. I'll give them a try next time.