WarpMyMind

Hi -

I had forgotten how I became interested in erotic hypnosis until I re-found the story that sold me.

But first, let me say that my interest in forced feminization was instigated by one of the Sandy Thomas publications, whose name escapes me (and can't be found on the site, http://www.lulu.com/spotlight/sandythomas. The story was about a weak guy who takes a job with a lingerie company, and is then bossed into modelling their new bras, the first step in increasingly strict shoves into being fully feminized.

This was a new area for me, and very exciting. I read many Sandy Thomas stories after that, and eventually found "Pretty Sissy Dani", where a jerky guy is hypnotized into being feminized, to his conscious horror, while being incapable of shaking off the hypnotic spell. I read that story many, many times. And now, you can too, at http://entransed.blogspot.com/2007/07/pretty-sissy-dani-chapter-one.html If you like the story, the other chapters are posted in the blog elsewhere.

It took a few years before I found all the fem hypnosis websites, but Dani was my kickstarter. What was yours?

Well, I remember reading feminization stories back in 1998 when I was a teenager. But hypnosis was a little newer.

One that always got me was on Fictionmania:
Apricots: http://fictionmania.tv/stories/readhtmlstory.html?storyID=3253456011249162501

Not sure if this was my first, but it may have been.

Not long after that same year, there was this:
http://fictionmania.tv/stories/readtextstory.html?storyID=326902385344684742

Again, neither of these perfectly hit the mark for me, but they were probably my first stories to really get me interested in hypnosis. I like that the second is basically a script that the reader can read and imagine a voice.

I guess fiction can act as a gateway drug:)

I really liked "Apricot" - it was the same kind of story as "Pretty Sissy Dani" - forced fem hypnosis - which I find very hot.

I have found some very sexy hypnosis files, but nothing yet that is as powerful as these stories, but that doesn't stop me from searching:)

jan

I know my dual origin for my fetishes... It's a two parter.... basically it all started when I was playing the demo to a game called oni... she could do one thing that shock my soul and changed me forever., she could taunt her enemies. my favorite taunt of hers was. "what are you afraid of being beat up by a girl." this sent me to the web to figure out how to bring out that side to me later and I found a website called adult hypnotic wishes.. this gave me the fantasy of being a Japanese school girl/girlfreind type straight. those those are my two fantasies.... one gives me ultimate joy....{that being the pansexual awesome japanese girly tomboy badass} the other gives me ultimate pleasure.... each are awesome in there own right but i want both to have my cake and eat it two, bang the cook and drive away in the cool ass sports car.... lol.

P.s. I written this before reading most of your post, so i will read it now and see if you had any questions.

kunoichi -

I see the same power of story in igniting and guiding your fantasy life as happened to me. It seems we have these latent potentials in our brains that get set off by specific fantasies. I'm sure hypnosis works like this too.

jan

If I remember right; after seeing rubber fetish in a x mag and hbo (real sex) I went looking for that first online instead of the standard sex and stuff. (I could say I was turned on by rubber bodies before naked ones.) thus I went down the hole to other related kinks like MtF. What I don't remember is how I visited my first hypnosis site; it was a set of files (not erotic) but deep trances; I tried them and was made so horny while relaxing I was hooked, in looking for more. I was lead here. My late nights were forever changed.

I came across a site run by a hypnotic dominatrix. I think I may have searched for "hypnotic mind control" or something like that, not sure at this point. I didn't order any files from her, but the idea turned me on. At some point I did another search and found Mistress Seductra, and started listening to her files. She made me want to be a shemale (before that, I'd contemplated SRS). I also found Mind Mistress and this site and listened to some of Mind Mistress's feminization files and to Stroke Sissy.

Anyway, the feminization files had suggestions to suck cock and one night, I found I had a desire to do so. So the next day, I listened to Train Sex Men. Immediately after I'd listened to that, I imagined myself embracing and kissing another guy and got really turned on by the idea of being forced to be gay and, heart pounding, listened to Curse Forced Gay. Then, more recently, I am across Teeny Weenie and the accounts and stories turned me on, so I listened to that.

.... and the rest is history:)

Man, you get the gold start for taking it all the way!

I found the first forced fem story I read. It was CORPORATE IMAGE by Annie Warren, and published by Reluctant Press, not Sandy Thomas (http://www.reluctantpress.com/downloads2.html - only a sample is free).

It was extremely embarrassing to buy - even worse than S&M stuff, so you know I wanted it.

jan

I used to hate that. :-) Now, thanks to the internet, I can enjoy my perversions in private, while the world sees me as a wholesome all-American upholder of mom and apple pie. Little do they know, mwahahahaha.

Me too. Lurking in porno stores on 42nd St or 8th Avenue in NYC was bad enough, but bringing my shameful objects of desire up to the sleazo manning the register was worse.

Even harder was buying the forced fem booklet, because it was in a gay bookstore on 6the Avenue around 19th St. So it was a respectable gay store, and here I was buying sissy porno:)

It is so much easier now.

LOL, I remember my mortification while doing exactly the same thing on 42nd Street, handing my magazines to the sleazy guy at the counter. And also going to a gay store to get some S&M stuff (amazingly mild by today's standards) and how the guy at the counter was really friendly until he saw what I'd bought. Also being followed out of that same store by some guy who wanted to get in my ass, and being mortified by that -- if only it had turned me on then the way it does now!

after I buy my sissy books fom the sleazy guy at the counter I go home and masterbate like crazy from the humiliation and excitement I felt from doing so.

That's an interesting take on it. :-)

Alien4420 wrote:LOL, I remember my mortification while doing exactly the same thing on 42nd Street, handing my magazines to the sleazy guy at the counter. And also going to a gay store to get some S&M stuff (amazingly mild by today's standards) and how the guy at the counter was really friendly until he saw what I'd bought. Also being followed out of that same store by some guy who wanted to get in my ass, and being mortified by that -- if only it had turned me on then the way it does now!

anyone remember the SM store on 35th street? Near 6th.

The best in the City.