trying to resist...

[mrblue]

i've listed to this file 3 times, and am concerned that it is having it intended effect. Since I've listened to it, i have shaved my pubic area into a landing strip style. I have, without hesitation, "touched" up twice. I have worn a thong only once.

i feel the pull of this file, drawing me back to this site and the desire to listen again.

I had a "slip" yesterday while shopping with my wife, when she asked me my opinion of a top she was looking at, I replied with "...I would buy that..." when I meant to say "I would buy that for her..." It happened so swiftly that my mind went into panic mode.

Thats why i am trying to resist, part of me wants this, but my rational mind knows that I shouldn't.

[mrblue]

I thought i was posting in CurseStrokeSissy, thats where this post was suppose to be. Sorry.