thought i had escaped..

[lips69]

Several months ago, i was becoming more and more feminized but i decided to fight it and managed to not dress up or have feminine thoughts very much the whole time (although i still watched tgirl porn).
Last night i got drunk and suddenly admitted to myself that i may be transgendered and gay/bi. More likely gay though as women don't do much for me anymore, except tgirls. Just tgirls and men turn me on these days.
After i admitted that to myself, i went and put on a pair of panties and a nightie and went to bed.
When i got up for work, i wore a pair of panties all day under my work clothes. Which i have to admit, felt great. It felt liberating.
Tonight when i got home i went for a shower and shaved off all my body hair and right now, i'm sitting in panties, bra and feminine pj's.
After the shower, i went online and looked up information on female hormones.
I think, this time, i might not be able to turn back again. I've been having urges to listen to some of the files on here all day/night.
And now, i'm going to go listen to curse stroke sissy.

[oem_1000]

:P Well GOOD LUCK with this. YOU GO GIRL!!!! :P

[donna_cd]

Congratulations !!! I just wish I had the courage to go for it as you have.. donna (UK)

[zion_r_liengod]

Whatever you do, do it, for happiness.

I, myself, am thinking about it too.

[lips69]

thank you all for your replies.
It's good to see some positive comments. :D

[sailor2005]

I know that most tg's are reluctant to seek counseling. But, it can help resolve all the issues and put you on the right road--whatever that may be.

You can't fight who you are. Talk to someone who is familiar with trans and make your decisions from an informed position.

I wish you all the best of luck. If I can help, just ask.