thought i had escaped..
Posted: October 14th, 2008, 9:32 pm
Several months ago, i was becoming more and more feminized but i decided to fight it and managed to not dress up or have feminine thoughts very much the whole time (although i still watched tgirl porn).
Last night i got drunk and suddenly admitted to myself that i may be transgendered and gay/bi. More likely gay though as women don't do much for me anymore, except tgirls. Just tgirls and men turn me on these days.
After i admitted that to myself, i went and put on a pair of panties and a nightie and went to bed.
When i got up for work, i wore a pair of panties all day under my work clothes. Which i have to admit, felt great. It felt liberating.
Tonight when i got home i went for a shower and shaved off all my body hair and right now, i'm sitting in panties, bra and feminine pj's.
After the shower, i went online and looked up information on female hormones.
I think, this time, i might not be able to turn back again. I've been having urges to listen to some of the files on here all day/night.
And now, i'm going to go listen to curse stroke sissy.
Last night i got drunk and suddenly admitted to myself that i may be transgendered and gay/bi. More likely gay though as women don't do much for me anymore, except tgirls. Just tgirls and men turn me on these days.
After i admitted that to myself, i went and put on a pair of panties and a nightie and went to bed.
When i got up for work, i wore a pair of panties all day under my work clothes. Which i have to admit, felt great. It felt liberating.
Tonight when i got home i went for a shower and shaved off all my body hair and right now, i'm sitting in panties, bra and feminine pj's.
After the shower, i went online and looked up information on female hormones.
I think, this time, i might not be able to turn back again. I've been having urges to listen to some of the files on here all day/night.
And now, i'm going to go listen to curse stroke sissy.