by MacGyver » February 25th, 2009, 7:20 am
um, what ones are either free or premium membership? that is quite a bit of them. after using curse gurlish figure like 2 times, the onyl way to stop parts of the file from playing in my head while awake was to go by some pants like a woman would wear for workout, got to youtube, and watch and actually attempt some the belly dance, which wopmen tell me will burn the fat around the waist pretty quickly, and i even had to guy buy one workout dvd for women, then that one kinda went away a bit.
i have played with the fembutt growth file for a good while now off and on, my underwear feel really tight some days, and others they feel snug but ok, so, i do have some the next size up just in case my regular size feels tight, i can still be comfy, specially at work. now, when standing, i appear to be starting to grow hips as well. when i lost near 20 pounds in a month, it was mostly in my waist, which is now a bit more like a cushion in it can be pushed in.
i have experimented with the estrogen cocktail file, for like 2 weeks i got more erections, they were harder and easier to get, then afterwards it got hard to get one let alone maintain it for more than a minute or 2. this was also the one i was using when i was having the dreams of being a woman or a sexy ass lookin shemale, one or the other, and there was another woman there as my guide.
i have done a hairloss file or 2, one even said that if my body hair did nto fall out, i would remove it myself, so, for a while i used an electric trimmer, then 2 weeks ago, i used the nair lotion for the first time, and dont think i will ever go back to using the trimmer.
the curse corset file, i wasnt sure if what i was feeling after listening was right or not till i atleast had something tight around my waist, my mind sometimes needs something to work with, then i started doing heels so i would not be constantly feeling something getting tight around me. at one point, i was doing 2 inch heels every night after work for like an hour or 2 and it felt ok, now, if i do heels for just an hour or just while i sit here at the computer, it is 3-4 inch heels, but if i do it after work, then my work boots just feel wrong. i also ended up getting me some 1 or 1 1/2 inch heels, they are not slip on like the other 3 pairs of heels, got to buckle them, but in a way they feel a bit better to walk on as i am not used to anything higher than 2 inches. then here lately, i did buy a corset so that file would leave me alone for a bit and am even havin thoughts about buying a latex rubber one when i go out to make sure i have stuff for lunches at work, which i will be going as soon as i get off this computer and get dressed.
the one that probably had the biggest effect was the suggestive feminization, i think that is the name, it is made to be played in a loop. the main reason i stopped with that one is that i was getting emotional, it was to the point that the ending of most any movie would either bring me to tears or close to it, then there was my walk, now, i already have a strange walk with havin a knee injury a good 10-12 years ago, but this file had my walk closer to that of a woman.
not only did i trance with these files, but, i also looped their bodies while i was asleep. the one that did the most looped in my sleep was the fembutt growth file, i awoke one morning after lettin the body play in my sleep for like 2 or 3 weeks, and used the trigger, and my butt got all tingly. then a few weeks back, i had been playing it in my sleep again, and used the trigger in the shower and my butt felt like it was swelling up, kinda like a balloon.
my reccomendation for the fembut file is, depending on how large or small your frame is, search the net, maybe even yahoo groups, for pics of women and find a pic ya think the woman has a really sexy lookin butt, or even body, memorise that pic, and let your imagination display the pic during trance. for example, for the curse corset file, i have one pic i try to visualize of a frontal shot of a woman that shows off her hourglass figure, for the fembutt file, i will try to visualize one fo 2 pics of a womans butt i think looks sexy, and so on, the pic is different for each file i try with. i guess you could say it is something to give my mind some reference to how i want it to reshape my body.
if i use a trance file without painting a picture in my head, i dont feel anything happening, i for one am very visual, i can be standing next to you and describe a day at the beach i remember from a family trip some time ago, and you would actually hear the birds, feel the breezes, smell and taste the salt in the air. that is how i am able to describe things, i paint the picture first, then describe what i see, well, in trance, i must be able to see the picture before my mind will do anything with my body.
the onyl thing i dont like about my waking mind checking out long enough to put on the corset is, if i try to take it off before my sleeping mind wants me to, my waking mind will check out again, it may be a nice way to get the figure but, i dont thing i want all that extra weight going upwards, if it goes downwards to my hips and butt, i am ok with that as if too much goes there, the bicycle i am going to build will remove the excess.
well, those are the files i most remember having experiences with, the other files, well, my mind had not learned very well how to enter trance back then. but, after i rid myself of this spare tire, i may give some of them another go such as GSTrigwoman 2, not sure about any fo the ones supposed to turn ya into a shemale. and there be some that seem to get me down deep if i think "i doubt this file will have any effect on me let alone take me into a deep trance", but watchout, some the files may take ya down alot faster than you may be expecting if you think that is the induction is playing, been there, done that, and still do that from tiem to time just to speed things up a bit.