Curse Forced Lesbian

by **Aisakicha** » June 29th, 2023, 9:05 pm

Hello, I have been interested in erotic hypnosis since I discovered it as a teenager. It turns out I'm ace, and the whole headspace of... Well, actually being in the mood was a deep craving that I had to roleplay myself in for like anything with my libido. I have tried many times over the years to get a file working, to actually give me like, a point to my libido, but little came of it besides ever so temporary vague inklings that I still had to roleplay through, basically.

I did have one success that made me vaguely interested in porn, but I want to try something more... Intimate? With that forced gay thread that has been around forever, I thought I'd try chronicling my own attempts at one like that. As, mostly it doesn't seem like there's many stories from women here, so I'd like to have something here. So, here I go, let's see if that works for an ace person...

by **suspicioussteven93** » July 1st, 2023, 7:25 am

Good luck. I look forward to reading your updates.

by **warren101** » July 2nd, 2023, 10:25 am

I will also be following your journey.

by **five_throws** » July 2nd, 2023, 11:37 am

Good luck, I think you may be the first person to planning to discuss experiences with this file -- and to explore the interaction with the ace component.

by **Aisakicha** » July 4th, 2023, 11:38 am

I am happy to see that there is some interest in my attempts!

So, I haven't had as much time to listen to the file as I'd hoped to when I initially posted. However, if there's any effect that has hit me already, it's that I really want to listen to it. So that's neat, probably!

On the main part of the file... It's kind of hard to really know if it's doing anything yet. I might just be like, subconsciously leaning into it more than being affected by it? Like, before I started listening, I already found the female form very... aesthetic? Like, women are pretty, I particularly find the way some women's hips flare out to be very elegant. I feel like I have been admiring that more these couple days that I've been working since I started listening, but like I don't think that it's some sexual attraction thing yet. ...Although in just trying to explain that, here I am kind of daydreaming a bit on that... Hmm, I still don't want to say that's definitely working, but that at least seems interesting.

by **Aisakicha** » July 6th, 2023, 8:15 am

Oh wow, that feels too soon. So, shortly after my previous post, my best friend visited, we hugged as you do and like, it wasn't particularly different, but she stumbled and we ended up on the couch, I pretended to tackle her down which ended up with my head on her thigh, and that was nice. I wouldn't really say sexual or anything, but nice. That's all normal stuff though.

She brought the roommates out shopping, I couldn't go as I had things to do, but I finished things before they got back, so home to myself and I of course listen to this again. One thing that I've noticed on every listen I've "woken up" from the file horny. Like, I mentioned that I was ace in my first post, and like I've dealt with horny, it's just like... Not targeted at anyone usually? Just like... Rubbing certain places feels nice. Well, they all get home before I finish the file, but like it was just before the awakener I think but like wow I was horny, and definitely needed a moment before I could get dressed and join everyone out of my room. She had to leave because work but I asked her how she liked our new AC, and she said that she liked it, "but I'll miss seeing you in those cute little dresses you wear when you're too hot." Which definitely felt fun, but again, like, I know she's attracted to me, and I normally like such comments from her. I have a fair portion of lesbian friends I feel I should mention.

Later that night, I hopped onto Tumblr, and ended up seeing a drawing of princess Zelda (from the game series if there are others that I can't remember at the moment!) in a white dress that was very... Overly form-fitting on her large ass, and that I actually got... quite horny from and I kind of just... Stared for a while. I don't know if it was because of other events from the day that I got such a strong reaction or what, especially as I wasn't really particularly distracted the next day at work by customers or anything, although also definitely too busy for that. Even now, I've woken up in the middle of the night for me, so I just decided to play some mobile games since I couldn't get back to sleep, and like, there are those sorts of ads, you know? Like, definitely running off of "Hey, we have hot girls in this game!" and I'm... starting to pay more attention to those? I downloaded a game that didn't have an ad like that, but the store page had a fitness app with a thumbnail that had a female form that particularly emphasized her butt and it definitely got me to click on it...

I am still not a lesbian, but I guess I'm more interested in looking for more than just fashion at the moment? I'm probably just like... Primed to lean into it particularly at the moment since getting anything to work at all before required a lot of conscious leaning into whatever file I was trying to get to work, and they wear off quickly. But they usually take more listens than this to kick in at all.

by **warren101** » July 7th, 2023, 5:10 pm

@Aisakicha Thanks for the update. It will probably be a month before real progress will show.

by **suspicioussteven93** » July 7th, 2023, 5:25 pm

Cool to hear that you're seeing the first signs of progress. It will be fun to hear where it goes from here.

by **Aisakicha** » July 10th, 2023, 1:36 pm

@warren101 a month for real progress, huh? That is going to be interesting to see, as I am definitely noticing some things!

In my daily life, the thing I've been noticing in particular, is women's asses. I'm not getting horny or anything out and about, but I'm definitely appreciating them more. And like duh, but wow they are everywhere. That progressing further... Well, the idea of this file was already appealing to me, but just talking about this...

That leads to the other thing I've noticed. When I am looking at certain sorts of content and I really lean into the suggestions and wow I get so turned on. Certain images, and imagining kissing up or down her belly, reaching her nipple or clit... Maybe because those ideas are brought up in the file directly and me thinking them, intentionally at that to like, invoke it, but it turns me on so much, even when it's been a bit since I've listened to the file. Like, it's been a long while since I've used one of those files, but it definitely feels stronger than files that I have listened to that the point is just to arouse you. Maybe part of the difference is like... Having a... direction? to that arousal?

And like... Is the idea that I just get turned on seeing women? Like, I know I don't really have experience with the whole attraction thing, but also I don't really know... Like, if that'll be a more normal thing and not something that I kind of force into being, I'm just going to be a puddle, I think. Like what, mid thirties, time for my slut arc? I'm definitely curious how this will go.

by **Aisakicha** » July 16th, 2023, 12:29 pm

Woww, holy fuck I have an update apparently. I got delirious fever sick leading into my "weekend" from work, and since I was bedridden like the whole time and alone, I decided to listen to the file a lot. I might have listened some the next day too, but I don't especially remember the height of the illness time very well. I did have a shift yesterday, and despite being so sick leading into the night, I got really horny and looked through a lot of things before I could go to sleep. Under my normal activity, I basically never get horny when sick, I guess being ace and having less... triggers? for that would do that. But like, in the short little videos and clips I looked through, there was a picture of four women in bunny lingerie all together from behind, hands caressing and I do not have words for that response. Like, I finally get that thing that other women do when describing something they're attracted to and just... random string of characters. That makes sense.

I don't think I've mentioned yet, but my orgasms when I've been leaning into this file have been much stronger. I think it's because I've been getting through the... mental wall before orgasm easier with this. And despite being sick, that one was crazy, and I was really wanting more, but illness had me sleeping soon. This little episode also felt... automatic? I think?

That was a fun moment, but onto my shift yesterday, where I'm still honestly too sick to be there really but I'm out of sick time so I'm forced to be there for at least half of my shift (I worked 75%) but I'm kind of spacing out and I just see this lady in line and wow did I want to touch her ass. Just massage it, shake her cheeks around... Like, it was a coherent thought that just happened and completely distracted me, I was awestruck, I think.

So, I think listening for a few hours through delirium really helps. And as I think is going to just be the way of things now, updating everyone just forces me to think about this stuff. So, I leave again for now, girls pretty.

by **warren101** » July 16th, 2023, 4:55 pm

Thanks for the great update. I think that you are on the way.

by **Aisakicha** » July 17th, 2023, 11:43 am

I think I'm finally not sick now, so I'm curious how much of a residual effect I'm going to have with that extended session I had while very sick. I would think that it's not going to wear off directly, like I've heard getting high helps with hypnosis things and delirium probably isn't that far off for this... I sure don't know, but I'll see during my shift this evening.

Although, I am kind of noticing that this seems to be a bit... different from how curse forced gay seems to manifest typically? Like, I have of course seen several threads on that in lurking, and to my understanding that tends to make people rather... bottomy I guess? But here like, it definitely seems to be focused more on being like... The active person. Like, I want my hands and lips all over... Ffff definitely still feeling it.

by **midwestcuriousm** » July 17th, 2023, 6:57 pm

Aisakicha - interesting thread and I'm definitely intrigued! I'll be looking forward to your updates and how things progress for you... I have been indulging in CFG and the various other files to turn a guy gay for many months now and have been in the discussion some on the CFG success thread. What struck me in your last post was the tendency you noticed for guys to become bottoms most of the time. I've noticed that too and found it interesting since that's not the case for me. My ongoing interest is to be a top, with a possibility to also be versatile rather than a bottom alone. Though most of the various files predominantly seem to suggest transforming in that way, what has always resonated with me the most even if in the minority are the suggestions that tend toward topping. I just interpret that as everyone being different, with their own predispositions, and if impacted by listening to the files it will just lead to whatever result naturally. It will be interesting to see how your feelings and desires continue to evolve as you continue with this.

And I would agree that you'll most likely notice more significant changes over a longer period of time, like in my case which has been many months, rather than seeing sudden major changes happening quickly. Like you seem to be I had an initial phase which I call the seed of thought being planted, where I would notice little things from the very beginning. Only after a fair amount of time passed though did I start to notice what I consider to be real, significant changes. I'd describe it as going from being a curiosity or a novelty to instances of genuine intense desire happening.

No matter what, as long as you're enjoying what you're doing, just stick with it and continue to indulge yourself and enjoy the journey!

by **suspicioussteven93** » July 24th, 2023, 11:27 am

@Aisakicha It's been a week since your last update. How's it going?

by **Aisakicha** » July 25th, 2023, 2:54 pm

I can't say that I've noticed too much this last week, it's not been a good time for that sort of thing. However, I'm through that part of my month and I did have something interesting last night, I suppose. I was kind of just... daydreaming as I was trying to go to bed last night. I found a lewd cosplayer on twitter the other day that I now follow, and she posted a picture where like her whole ass is just framed perfectly under her skirt, and I have... definitely spent a lot more time admiring it, I think. Honestly, I think it's really interesting how... Caught up on asses I've kind of gotten, I guess. Like, there isn't anything in the file that I can remember about that, like, it's kind of light on calling out specific features besides faces for the most part, but... I don't know, I am fond of mine so maybe that's just where I have my attention gravitating for as I kind of lean into it?

I do feel like I've had some... intrusive thoughts about just kind of... setting one jiggling to watch, when I've looked at images, but like, I'm still pretty sure I'm doing that myself to kind of lean into it? I've been kind of emphasizing to myself that I can't help it when trying to lean into it when I've gotten horny, to try and will it into prominence in my mind I guess? But it's still kind of... I think the idea of the file is hot, and while I think it's done something I'm not there yet. The biggest effect I've noticed is there was a point where I was going to make a joke with my best friend, we were on the couch together, but I kind of backed out before making it, because it kind of involved like, play groping her chest. And like, that's kind of a normal thing with us, but I had a second guess on whether I just wanted to do that because of the file, so I didn't, but I got horny because of my inner conflict.

by **Aisakicha** » July 28th, 2023, 2:15 pm

So, it's my day off today, and I actually have an update of sorts.

So, I wake up earlier than I wanted to get out of bed, so I hop on my phone for a while. I like color by number "games" on my phone, and I found one that is basically just... Well, it's called "Sexy Color" so it's very much pin-up sort of shots and the like. I actually got this one before I started listening to the file, as I generally preferred pictures of women over scenery and the like in other apps as... Scenery is more complex to fill in typically. But like, today I booted it up and... Got stuck there. I stayed in bed a good deal longer than I was planning, it also marked the first time that cleavage really has... done things for me in this adventure. And there was an ad at one point that had a woman and I just kind of... Locked in on her chest... I was already in the mood though at this point.

I also definitely was having some fantasies of some sort during it... Like there was a point where I was like wow, I really want to lick her thighs... As it is currently bikini season I wonder how that's going to go further on...

by **midwestcuriousm** » July 29th, 2023, 7:59 am

@Aisakicha - nice to see the updates and interesting to read! I know you said you listened to the file a lot when you were ill, just curious how much have you been listening since then? Like once a day or what kind of routine are you trying to keep with it? Definitely sounds like you're enjoying what you're doing so far though, so just remember it's not a race, it's a journey

by **Aisakicha** » August 2nd, 2023, 12:15 pm

I was keeping to a once-twice daily for a while, but since the height of my illness, I've rarely even had like... time to myself for it. Like, going to bed, for work and just come into my room unannounced, and talk with me about some game or whatever... It's not made it easy. The vaguely weekly occasions where I have the apartment to myself for basically the whole day are kind of the big chances that I've had... Tomorrow...

I've definitely gotten a bit horny at times at work though, which has been interesting.

by **Aisakicha** » August 4th, 2023, 2:48 am

Well, I confided in a (long-distance) friend that I was experimenting with this file, and now she keeps sending me pictures. That's pretty nice.

by **suspicioussteven93** » August 4th, 2023, 10:46 pm

Your friend sounds like a fun person.

by **Aisakicha** » August 7th, 2023, 2:42 am

Fuuck wow. I was in the position at work where I'm basically spending most of my day watching customers in line. And wow my eyes were sure... drawn certain places. It's a bit over a month, and like, from my reckoning, it feels strong. But like, aside for simulated sexual attraction from the file, that is a bit alien of a concept. And like, the file is kind of visual focused which like... Isn't exactly the typical focus among women from conversations with friends, but...

I am definitely excited to see where this goes!

by **Aisakicha** » August 8th, 2023, 11:59 pm

Um, OK, I think I'm seeing the, um, "forced" part of it a bit. Yesterday, my shift was a bit more, isolated, and my mind started wandering out of boredom, I guess. At some point, I was thinking about how my best friend and I are maybe renting together soon and I was idly wondering if after she knows about the file, that she'd be interested in files and I thought about a file that has always rung interesting to me, but I am not really in a good place to actually try it, with how effective it sounds like it is based on comments. She's also presently not in a life situation where she could do that either, but the file is beanflicker's curse, and just... For the rest of the day, I continued to just imagine her jilling off, pretty much, and I sure felt like I'd listened to the file by the time I got home.

And today, despite being much busier with work, that mental image has... Continued to pop into my head. I've kind of been a bit of a horny mess today.

by **suspicioussteven93** » August 10th, 2023, 9:09 am

Is your friend into hypnosis as well?
If you do end up living together listening to files together could be a fun shared activity.

by **Aisakicha** » August 10th, 2023, 4:18 pm

@suspicioussteven93 I can't say that I know definitively either way on that, honestly. I mentioned years ago that I was into it, but she didn't really react to it and it's never come up since. It's definitely a little early to be planning out living out that fantasy, on either regard. If we do rent together, she'll know I've been listening to this well before.

So, I am definitely noticing a lot especially the last week or so, and like, not having reference to normal sexual attraction really I am unsure if this is like... normal levels or not. But, in a way, I'm starting to feel a bit of... understanding, of those friends that started puberty and then it was just sex. Like, that was all there was to them, because like... My thoughts have been in overdrive on that subject. See an attractive woman, and my mind is SEX.

Also, I really wasn't expecting the reduced interest in men part of the file to really affect me, but, I've been having difficulty even really holding a conversation with my male roommate. He's so excited about things and I just cannot meet him at that level, even if it's a shared interest... It's just so boring.

by **suspicioussteven93** » August 11th, 2023, 7:57 am

It might be too early to plan, but it's not too early to fantasize about it.

It does sound like you're closer to puberty levels than average levels of sexual attraction right now. I wonder if having sex would reset you to a more "normal" level or reinforce your current desires.

by **Aisakicha** » August 11th, 2023, 12:52 pm

I've long had... theories about attraction, growing up, and I'm sure my current experience is colored by that. Like, do the levels of attraction go down? Or do you just get used to it? I realize like, hormones and such are a factor in that part more than I did as a kid, but those are some deep thinking about stuff I don't know for a long time. Like, the concept of attraction has kind of always been my big "interest." I have been kind of wondering currently if it's just like, "is this what straight guys deal with?"

As for the sex thing, I don't know, honestly. I... Um, don't think I'm really looking for that right now and like... Um, my best friend is hot and like, I guess we have mutual attraction now but I don't know if doing that would really be a good idea right now...

But I've also kind of been wondering, if she just went "Wanna fuck?" would I be able to say no? Like, I kind of think I might jump at it, despite the probably bad idea that it is. I don't even know what I'd even... Like, do if I agreed to it even? I know a bit of her preferences, and like... How do lesbian if she no like getting cunnilingus?

by **anna_bleu** » August 11th, 2023, 1:08 pm

I'm considering trying this file too. I've always kind of had a thing for hypnosis and I guess this is as good a file as any to try experimenting with. I have a couple bi friends who *insist* that all women are inherently bisexual and I should be able to enjoy fooling around with a woman if I just open my mind to it, but, I just don't think I have it in me, I've always been straight as an arrow... so, I'll be curious to see if the file has an effect or not.

by **Aisakicha** » August 11th, 2023, 1:27 pm

@anna_bleu Yess! Join me! The file is definitely geared more towards your state than mine. And I'd definitely like to hear how someone else takes it too!

by **anna_bleu** » August 11th, 2023, 2:10 pm

Aisakicha wrote:@anna_bleu Yess! Join me! The file is definitely geared more towards your state than mine. And I'd definitely like to hear how someone else takes it too!

How much would you say I need to listen to get the maximum effect? Is once a night good enough?

by **Aisakicha** » August 11th, 2023, 3:52 pm

I definitely couldn't pretend to really speak with expertise here, but once a night was definitely what I started with! Although, the... craving to listen to it suggestion hit me strongest first, so when I had more time at the start of this, I definitely did a few more than once!

And, like, the delirium day where I listened to it for like, a few hours probably sped me up a lot, I cannot recommend that.

by **five_throws** » August 11th, 2023, 8:27 pm

Aisakicha wrote:@suspicioussteven93 I can't say that I know definitively either way on that, honestly. I mentioned years ago that I was into it, but she didn't really react to it and it's never come up since. It's definitely a little early to be planning out living out that fantasy, on either regard. If we do rent together, she'll know I've been listening to this well before.

So, I am definitely noticing a lot especially the last week or so, and like, not having reference to normal sexual attraction really I am unsure if this is like... normal levels or not. But, in a way, I'm starting to feel a bit of... understanding, of those friends that started puberty and then it was just sex. Like, that was all there was to them, because like... My thoughts have been in overdrive on that subject. See an attractive woman, and my mind is SEX.

Also, I really wasn't expecting the reduced interest in men part of the file to really affect me, but, I've been having difficulty even really holding a conversation with my male roommate. He's so excited about things and I just cannot meet him at that level, even if it's a shared interest... It's just so boring.

If it is ok, and you are interested to share, there are a few parts that I am very curious to ask you about. For the male straight to gay CFG file, a lot of the men who stuck with it reported that attraction to male faces was a sticking point and one of the last things to develop, and also the reduction in sexual interest in women was one of the last effects to really take hold.

Given the filpped nature of curse forced lesbian compared to cursed forced gay as well as your experiences being ace, I wanted to ask if you had experienced similar or related plateaus in progress that you could recognize? For instance, do you see women's faces the same way as before you tried the file? Also, if you felt romantic attractions before starting the curse forced lesbian file, does the idea of a romantic attraction to a man or with a woman seem different than before?

It sounds like you are enjoying the file effects, which sounds like are creating a positive developments for you.

by **five_throws** » August 11th, 2023, 8:44 pm

anna_bleu wrote:I'm considering trying this file too. I've always kind of had a thing for hypnosis and I guess this is as good a file as any to try experimenting with. I have a couple bi friends who *insist* that all women are inherently bisexual and I should be able to enjoy fooling around with a woman if I just open my mind to it, but, I just don't think I have it in me, I've always been straight as an arrow... so, I'll be curious to see if the file has an effect or not.

I am also no expert, but I would like to share a bit, if it is helpful. I am not sure if your friends are right or not, but it does seem from personal experience and research in the last 20 years like there are a lot of women who have the potential for some degree of flexibility with orientation in normal life between straight-bisexual-lesbian, unrelated to any hypnosis. It seems rather unclear if all women have that kind of flexibility or just some, or how much that flexibility extends to men. I did know a woman in my professional life who was (or believed herself to be) straight until her mid-thirties and is now out as lesbian.

Here's an article that I remembered reading when I found out about the person I just mentioned, and I thought I would share: https://www.theguardian.com/lifeandstyl ... -sexuality

Coming back to the files, coming from the experience of someone who dabbled a bit in the curse forced gay file, I would say that, it is up to you to see if it is something that you are curious about or could be leading to something positive for you in some way, it could be worth giving it a chance for awhile even if you have doubts you have it in you. Although curse forced lesbian might not work the same on women as curse forced gay works for men, there have been cases of men trying curse forced gay with the idea of proving it would not work on them, only to find that the file was having a noticeable effect after some weeks.

by **Aisakicha** » August 12th, 2023, 2:38 am

@five_throws um... No offense intended, and I'm definitely a biased party, especially now I guess, but I am not exactly surprised that the face thing was one of the last things for Curse Forced Gay. Though, like, I already had an aesthetic preference for women before this, just ace had my sexual experience being me focused, rather than at anyone.

Though, as for women's faces, I um... kind of? I've been enjoying looking at people's lips more, I guess, especially in art, and I've been appreciating makeup more lately. Like, it's interesting that I've been appreciating a different aspect of one's fashion than before. I have mostly considered myself biromantic, but the ace thing kind of kills that off for most people... I don't technically consider myself not that anymore? Although, the boring part kind of makes that a bit of a question at the moment, I suppose? Finding my roommate boring does seem to have lessened a bit today though, probably due to being under much less stress than I have been lately. The four-day week end was so needed.

Also, in something I wanted to chronicle at the time, but it got left out when II actually got down to updating that night: In my eyes wandering while dealing with customers, I had a lot of women come up to me that had very visible nipples poking through their shirts. Which, like, I get not wearing a bra 100% of the time and all, but it was kind of a weird repeated cluster. Though, definitely some envy there in that how do you have bigger boobs than me and go out like that comfortably, when I sure get achey pretty quickly while walking around...

Which, having that thought in the middle of the sexy things the file gets me thinking about has me thinking that it'll stabilize a bit lighter than it is currently, maybe? I ask no one as who would even know.

by **anna_bleu** » August 12th, 2023, 7:39 am

five_throws wrote:Here's an article that I remembered reading when I found out about the person I just mentioned, and I thought I would share: https://www.theguardian.com/lifeandstyl ... -sexuality

Thank you for sharing that article, that was interesting. Well, I would be very surprised if I had anything like that lurking within me! I've definitely been solidly attracted to men for my whole life.

The main draw of the file for me right now, beyond just curiosity about what's possible, is that the mind control/hypno stuff appeals to my submissive side. The idea that someone could change my identity in such a fundamental way, and make me enjoy things that I frankly think are pretty gross right now, is kind of hot. I'm still skeptical that I'll actually see any massive changes but, we'll see what happens!

by **Aisakicha** » August 12th, 2023, 1:11 pm

Good luck, anna_bleu! I'm really curious if, (presuming it works at all) when you do start getting some interest in things you currently find gross, whether you'll want to stop at that point, or if it'll keep you going. ...Or, if it'll be like "Oh! Eating her out is so hot" and then it's no longer gross. Just as a guess on the hangup... Regardless of what it is, I don't know for sure if it gets around that gross part of your head. In some of my fantasies about kissing around someone's backside, sometimes it goes a place that just has me back out of it... And I doubt I'll get over that gross factor? I'm not sure if I want to even?

by **Aisakicha** » August 20th, 2023, 1:03 am

Well, I'm through when I'm going to just be less active on this sort of thing again finally. I've noticed that I have acquired a bit of a fondness for... Like, larger breasts than I previously found aesthetic. Is that going to affect my self esteem? I don't know... But there's just a nice, movement, I guess?

Also, @anna_bleu, have you had any luck?

by **suspicioussteven93** » August 20th, 2023, 9:47 am

Big breasts do have nice movement.

by **anna_bleu** » August 20th, 2023, 9:47 pm

Aisakicha wrote:Also, @anna_bleu, have you had any luck?

I was just coming to post an update lol.

No real changes yet! I have been listening to the file every night and it's fun because it turns me on lol, so I'm going to keep at it!

by **Aisakicha** » August 21st, 2023, 1:18 am

@suspicioussteven93 Just to say, I am not talking about the bouncing that seems to be just the tits for straight men, I kind of have been really appreciating more.. Subtle movement in particular. But like, I don't see many women running either anyways.

@anna_bleu That's how it started for me too! I'm glad you're having fun!

by **suspicioussteven93** » August 21st, 2023, 9:38 am

Subtle movements are great! As a straight man, bouncing can be fun but I personally find it to be more distracting than sexy if the range of motion gets too high.

by **Aisakicha** » August 21st, 2023, 2:30 pm

The range of motion getting too high is just... Pain. :lol:

Though, growing up watching anime and kind of staying with it after the art of animating boob bouncing became, like, a thing definitely had me thinking that that was what guys liked in particular.

by **suspicioussteven93** » August 21st, 2023, 10:52 pm

A lot of guys do like it. No doubt.

I think it's because a lot of men don't realize how that much bouncing would hurt. Once that was pointed out to me it drained most of the appeal away.

by **Aisakicha** » August 22nd, 2023, 11:31 pm

Woww, OK, um... During break I found one of those... Models that do cosplay, but are basically just doing pinup pictures? And like, her ass was just... I've been horny and fantasizing since...

Which is just kind of... Like, I was off yesterday, and my mind kind of wanders and I just came like 3 times yesterday, kind of urgently. I really don't like... Have time to really dedicate to other files but... https://www.warpmymind.com/index.php?gadget=HFiles&action=GetFile&file_id=5583 looks intriguing.

Also, my roommate came in while I was writing this post and I pretty instantly stopped being horny. That's interesting, I wonder how long that will last, I feel like I'm feedback looping myself to insatiable, almost. At least, by my standards.

by **MasterJack** » August 23rd, 2023, 3:23 am

As a man who's on a similar hypnosis journey to find women sexy, I find this thread incredibly hot.

The hottest thing I saw recently though, was the last episode of Love Island USA, where bi-curious Kassy, makes out with bisexual Johnnie. 2 incredibly hot girls making out, one first exploring their bi attraction, a real rarity on love island.

Recommend a watch: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R_GjtEkl8uE

by **Aisakicha** » August 25th, 2023, 3:03 pm

So, one night I did listen to the other file I linked here ("pussy fixation" or whatever) and like, I was tired so while I was trying to just scope it out I guess I accidentally tranced to it, but I don't think it really affected me much in ways that forced lesbian hasn't already? I will say that while it is hot, I'm not going to be adding it, as like... While it's for both men and women, there's kind of a suggestion there where you wake up really really horny every day, to the point that you need to orgasm before you get out of bed, and like... While I have been orgasming a lot since I started this journey, like... it takes a good while and like, unless I slept with a vibrator I don't think I can really manage a orgasm before starting your day, every day thing. Like, waking up horny has been common now anyways, but like, I have a morning routine that needs doing, so that passes.

But, the idea of basically trancing at the sight of pussy was pretty hot. So, that would be fun if I could actually dedicate to that, but time... And money.

by **anna_bleu** » August 31st, 2023, 7:52 pm

Still not sure if the file is having any effects or not. But I have been thinking about it a good amount. I was out at a happy hour thing with some coworkers the other night and sometimes I would look at some of the women there and think "oh, if the file was actually working then I might be checking her out right now..." And then I would start to think, well am I actually checking her out? Is it actually working? I might have just been placebo-ing myself into it lol.

by **Aisakicha** » September 1st, 2023, 5:06 pm

Oh good! I was wondering how the... clingy... aspect of it would affect you! It really felt like I was like... helping it work for a while? I'd just keep thinking about it and because it came into my head, it would turn me on, and I think that just... Did it?

But I'm starting from a different place, and seeing a similar progression in you is neat! I'm looking forward to seeing how it goes!

On my end, I really don't have much to report, beyond my best friend I've mentioned being hot so far is now engaged, she wasn't dating or anything, it kind of just came out of nowhere, but here we are. Our plans that we were making fell through, and I definitely felt a little heartbroken? Like, we weren't together by any means, but I don't know... I feel like I kind of get the high school drama a bit more now?

by **anna_bleu** » September 1st, 2023, 9:40 pm

Aisakicha wrote:Oh good! I was wondering how the... clingy... aspect of it would affect you! It really felt like I was like... helping it work for a while? I'd just keep thinking about it and because it came into my head, it would turn me on, and I think that just... Did it?

Hmm... doesn't that raise the question of whether it's *all* placebo though?

Would you say that you have genuine attraction to women at this point or is it more just theoretical? Like, the idea is hot, but would you actually do anything with a woman irl at this point?

Might be a more complicated question for you to answer since you started off as ace, not sure how that factors into things.

by **Aisakicha** » September 12th, 2023, 12:31 pm

To my understanding, that is kind of just what hypnosis is? Like, it's just kind of fooling your subconscious, or something.

But um, like I think I have genuine attraction, but yeah it's a complicated thing to answer. If nothing else, I kind of have a fixation at this point. Would I do anything with a woman? Yes but just that word isn't the difference. I wasn't a virgin before, I wasn't sex... averse just uninterested. Technically I've only slept with a man still, but like, I feel like the big change is... Unlike before where it was kind of just... A thing for a partner, I am eager for this now.

Honestly, it's gotten decently distracting when interacting at times, but also I've had like no time at all for like anything resembling socialization. I have been spending a decent amount of time before bed just scrolling through pictures at times though.

by **Aisakicha** » September 15th, 2023, 2:58 pm

So, I'm a bit... Conflicted, at the moment. I was definitely restricted on time when posting my previous post, so a bit more in depth...

I think the "forced to have these thoughts" part of the file is really hitting me hard lately. Like, it has me wondering, am I objectifying women now? Like, my mind is just.... The slightest provocation, or even absence of provocation, and fantasies. There was a woman that came up to me at work, wearing one of those thin fruit of the loom sports bras (or at least, it looked like one), and it just framed her very large breasts quite nicely, and I just... Wanted to juggle them and have my face in them and... And then, like that mixes with the suggestions that these are the things that turn me on, and they do.

But also, like, the suggestions are so visual. Like, yes, the actions are hot, but also it focuses on how different body parts turn you on, and like... I've gone through pictures quite a bit as of late, when I have my brief private moments. Sometimes it's not about who the "T&A" are attached to, but just they're so hot.

In defense against my worries of objectification, like, there are the suggestions that cause you to be more interested in women's interests, and like yeah that works too. It's not like I wasn't interested in my friends' interests before, but I kind of just... Hang on them? I guess? I don't know, I feel like things are just more interesting when another woman is interested in it? Which seems to slightly make the fantasies less distracting in socialization? Although, I'm just so horny lately now. Before starting this file, I definitely had an opinion of "How can people get things done when they're so distracted by sex all the time? Isn't that annoying?" And like... Kind of, maybe? It definitely feels... Driving in the moment. But I've definitely been doing less and just, vibing, as of late.