davidsub1 wrote:A little tearful to have fallen so low. Why is a diaper so prevalent here to reduce a man to be so base
Because diapers are for people who can't control themselves anymore. And you can't control yourself either, now can you? I think you're now realizing just what you've done to yourself...all because it felt so good to not be in control.
I'd recommend embracing it. You obviously must love it if your subconscious wants you to be this way...so enjoy the ride! Humiliation and all.