The forced gay success thread...

[jr987]

[quote="stephen292"] It is the opposite with men. I don't find them attractive but have sexual interest in them. i love gay porn and get an urge to suck and want my ass penetrated when i watch it. I'm not out to anyone i know, but i have my face visible on many gay dating sites. I talk with men online all the time but i just can't bring myself to meet them. I live in a remote village so it is hard to meet as most are so far away. Last year i did talk with a guy who lives in the same village and went to his place. His naked body was so good but i couldn't bring myself to suck him.

In some ways i regret listening to the file, in other ways I regret it wasn't more affective on me. While i find women attractive and i tell people i'm straight, i tend to think of myself as gay when i'm alone at home. I guess i just need to find a hypnotist to finish the transformation[/quote]

I wonder if it's just a matter of breaking out of your comfort zone and taking a cock in your mouth, even when you are reluctant--I mean, of course, in a situation like the one you describe. Maybe that would be the moment you turn the corner and realize that the file has had much more effect than you thought it had. I'm not saying I'm sure that would happen, but it would certainly be worth a shot! If you aren't going to date women, you'll definitely want to have sex with men and eventually have a boyfriend, I would think. Otherwise, it could be a lonely life... (I'm not saying anything you haven't thought of...)!

[stephen292]

[quote="jr987"]I wonder if it's just a matter of breaking out of your comfort zone and taking a cock in your mouth, even when you are reluctant--I mean, of course, in a situation like the one you describe. Maybe that would be the moment you turn the corner and realize that the file has had much more effect than you thought it had. I'm not saying I'm sure that would happen, but it would certainly be worth a shot! If you aren't going to date women, you'll definitely want to have sex with men and eventually have a boyfriend, I would think. Otherwise, it could be a lonely life... (I'm not saying anything you haven't thought of...)![/quote]
You could be right. It is strange, when i was straight, the first time i had sex with a woman the first thing i did was lick her pussy. Even then i found the tase disgusting but i would always do it so i don't know why i can't suck a cock when its something i really want to do. I do want a boyfriend but having a boyfriend doesn't feel right at the same time if that makes sense. And you are right, i do live a lonely life

[jr987]

[quote="stephen292"]
You could be right. It is strange, when i was straight, the first time i had sex with a woman the first thing i did was lick her pussy. Even then i found the tase disgusting but i would always do it so i don't know why i can't suck a cock when its something i really want to do. I do want a boyfriend but having a boyfriend doesn't feel right at the same time if that makes sense. And you are right, i do live a lonely life[/quote]

Ugh. I just wrote a long reply and it got blown out by the weird bugs of this platform. Trying again: Hey, thanks for this vulnerable reply. I can totally relate to what you are describing. I wonder what is going on that causes you to feel this way. I assume it could be a few things: 1. You are using the files for some purpose other than just to amplify something that already exists within you. I assume that most people use the files because they already know they have homosexual inclinations but want to feel that more deeply, more consistently, and with less static coming from attraction to women. I think the files can help with achieving the latter two, but attraction to women is hard to "kill" when you're either straight or bisexual. Some people on this site have said they've used the files because while they wanted to be with women, women don't seem to like them. This seems like a steeper hill to climb. 2. You could be dealing with internalized homophobia. Our culture has come a long way toward acceptance of differences in sexual orientation, but there are still huge areas of bias when it comes to men having sex with men. If your aversion to a man's penis in a real life encounter is accompanied by shame or some kind of sense of revulsion, you might well be dealing with that. 3. It could also be that you are not really inclined toward "hot sex" with a stranger, but that you crave intimacy. While you might not love the idea of actually sucking off a hot guy you just met, it's possible that you would find intimate lovemaking with a man to be a very beautiful thing.

I'm guessing that the part of you that says "having a boyfriend doesn't feel right" is having trouble with attraction. I get that, and I feel it too. What I find is that 99+% of men are not attractive to me. But when I am relaxed and just keeping myself open, every once in a while someone will break through the cracks and I'll think "oh, that guy's kind of hot." If I were single, I'd try to take those moments and see if they could deepen a little -- maybe not for sex (at the beginning), but just to see if there could be warmth and some affection between the two of us. It's possible that that kind of approach could lead to a more intimate sexual experience that would feel more natural. Anyway, my wish for you is freedom from loneliness, which sucks!

[stephen292]

Thanks for your reply. I'll try and address your points.
1- i started with the file as a bit of fun but always kind of liked the idea of being with a man and thought the file may help with that. Never really thought it would really effect my feelings to women.
2- even though i have worked with gay men, want to be with men, watch gay porn and met up with men, i think i do have some internal homophobia.
3- i never did sex with strangers with women, only if i had dated them whereas with men it has only been strangers. I think i do want intimacy but i would have had hookups with women if i could have bit doubt i would have enjoyed them.
4- i think the boyfriend not feeling right is partly due to attraction but could be that internal homophobia and how friends family would react too. I do sometimes see a man and think hes cute but never one on a dating site.
Loneliness is awful, i kind of expect to be alone forever now to be honest.

[stephen292]

Its also different on different days. There are days when i like the idea of being gay while the next day i could want to be straight again

[jr987]

[quote="stephen292"]Thanks for your reply. I'll try and address your points.
1- i started with the file as a bit of fun but always kind of liked the idea of being with a man and thought the file may help with that. Never really thought it would really effect my feelings to women.
2- even though i have worked with gay men, want to be with men, watch gay porn and met up with men, i think i do have some internal homophobia.
3- i never did sex with strangers with women, only if i had dated them whereas with men it has only been strangers. I think i do want intimacy but i would have had hookups with women if i could have bit doubt i would have enjoyed them.
4- i think the boyfriend not feeling right is partly due to attraction but could be that internal homophobia and how friends family would react too. I do sometimes see a man and think hes cute but never one on a dating site.
Loneliness is awful, i kind of expect to be alone forever now to be honest.[/quote]

All of this makes sense. Except the line about expecting to be alone forever! Don't settle for that if you don't want it... Curious about how old you are, if you're willing to share.

And yes, having it be different on different days makes sense to me. I imagine you have an internal erotic system oriented towards men (mainly) and an attraction system oriented mostly toward women, and that the two are regularly dueling. Both are true, I imagine. This is exactly my situation too.

I'm going offline for a bit -- traveling. Just wanted you to know that if I don't respond for a bit I'm not blowing off this interesting and important dialouge!

[ogman]

[quote="stephen292"]Its also different on different days. There are days when i like the idea of being gay while the next day i could want to be straight again[/quote]

I didn't realize that this could happen, but after researching, I found out that it's called sexual fluidity. According to Wikipedia : "Sexual fluidity is one or more changes in sexuality or sexual identity. Sexual orientation is stable for the vast majority of people, but some research indicates that some people may experience change in their sexual orientation, and this is more likely for women than men"

[stephen292]

[quote="jr987"]All of this makes sense. Except the line about expecting to be alone forever! Don't settle for that if you don't want it... Curious about how old you are, if you're willing to share.

And yes, having it be different on different days makes sense to me. I imagine you have an internal erotic system oriented towards men (mainly) and an attraction system oriented mostly toward women, and that the two are regularly dueling. Both are true, I imagine. This is exactly my situation too.

I'm going offline for a bit -- traveling. Just wanted you to know that if I don't respond for a bit I'm not blowing off this interesting and important dialouge![/quote]
I am 38 and the erotic and attraction dueling could be true. I know people have lives outside this forum so i won't think it rude if there wasn't a response. The sexual fluidity sounds interesting. Typical, i would be a man who gets affected by something thats more common in women

[jr987]

[quote="stephen292"][/quote]
I am 38 and the erotic and attraction dueling could be true. I know people have lives outside this forum so i won't think it rude if there wasn't a response. The sexual fluidity sounds interesting. Typical, i would be a man who gets affected by something thats more common in women[/quote]

You don't need to me to patronize you with this, but 38 seems very young to be resigned to loneliness!

FWIW, I've learned a lot about the way that the erotic and romantic drivers interact in my own life from having conversations about it with Chat GPT. It "understands" a lot of what seems to be going on with me, which sounds similar to what goes on with you. And yes, I too seem to have all the things about which the internet says "this seems to be much more prevalent in women than men." I sometimes think I would have made a great trans woman...

[stephen292]

well its been 5 or 6 years since i listened to the file and its left me neither straight or gay and its been 7 years since i had a relationship so i feel i can be resigned to loneliness regardless of how old i am. I don't mean to bring the mood down and hopefully this will get back to straight men being turned gay soon.

[jr987]

[quote="stephen292"]well its been 5 or 6 years since i listened to the file and its left me neither straight or gay and its been 7 years since i had a relationship so i feel i can be resigned to loneliness regardless of how old i am. I don't mean to bring the mood down and hopefully this will get back to straight men being turned gay soon.[/quote]

Oh, I see! If I read you right, you are offering a warning here...

[stephen292]

Maybe. I know its effective and most who post here seem to have success with the file and seem happy, but there are a few who it doesn't work on. I'm kind of in the middle in that it effected me but not enough to make me gay but too much to still be straight

[slasher543]

Hey guys. I’m gonna do a little challenge. So little background, I’m a porn addict and I contstanly look at women and it’s so hard to stop so I’m gonna do a challenge to listen to CFG for 10 days in a row. That’s it wish me luck. If you need a follow up just let me know.

[kcrunner]

Are you ready to go down that rabbit hole? If you do, there’s probably never any chance of coming back it’s going to grab you and convert you permanently. You will no longer be a straight guy with a very happy gay man.

[slasher543]

[quote="kcrunner"]Are you ready to go down that rabbit hole? If you do, there’s probably never any chance of coming back it’s going to grab you and convert you permanently. You will no longer be a straight guy with a very happy gay man.[/quote]


I think so. I’ve listened day and night for 2 days so far. A lot of urges and tendencies towards women are sexual. It’s hard to keep my eyes off women, and it’s honestly a distraction because it’s like a itch and it won’t go away until I looked at the girls chest or behind if that makes any sense. I’ve spend so long watching porn and other activities instead of using my time on ambitions or anything else useful. I’ve used this file before I just never actually stuck with it. But yes I haven’t actually noticed anything in the real world yet but I do feel a little bit different, as there is less desire to look up anything sexual. Obviously when I look at cock there is a an erection and arousal. Doesn’t say that when I look at straight porn I can’t get hard but there is a a small amount of less desire if that makes sense.

[dinozzam]

Hey.

So i did listen to this file as an experiment for like 2 months (this was in December 2025, January 2026) just to see if this was real. I did have a fun time, but stopped after those two months (I did feel the effects, like alot..), but i got bored of it. I also did listen to Dark Freya "cock makes your cock hard" while combining this files, which also worked as promised. Fast forward to the last couple of weeks, I've noticed i can only get semi hard, almost limp when having sex with my gf. Now I'm worried if this is some kind of after effects of the files?
Although i don't understand if this is some kind of post effects of the files...but that was my first thought now and also the reason why i came back to this site to ask this question.
Could this be the reason for my problem? Although i haven't listen to it since January?...

[slasher543]

I don’t have too much experience in this. But yes it could be the files very well. Another reasoning could be porn induced ED. When you had sex with her did you feel lowly or repulsed by her?