by Kimberly_tv » August 29th, 2007, 4:48 am
I tried the file this morning, and its the first file I've had any major first time success with!
After listening, I thought, "Okay, fine, I don't really feel any different" like I was expecting nothing to happen -- then I tried to move. Nothing... I tried again, a twitch from my legs.
5 minutes of trying to move I finally roll over onto my front, and just lay there - tired, but still wanting to move. Not much thinking went on apart from the need for little things.
Slowly I gained more control of my muscles, but it was still hard to move them... then, suddenly I did something I hadn't done in nearly 10 years - I found my thumb, and starting sucking. I'd tried, unhypnotised, sucking my thumb once or twice to see how it would feel - but it felt weird. This time, no sir! It was just great to suck something!!
I managed to find my way onto the floor, and stupid me, got stuck - so I spent another 5 minutes trying to sit up (which was REALLY hard), and when I finally did I just leant on my bed again. Finally, I managed to get back up onto my bed... and by this point in the back of my mind I was wondering "when is this going to end?!" ... and a few minutes later, suddenly I could move fine again, as if nothing had happened.
So, as I say - first major success!! Thank you EMG!! :D