I need help, and a bit of a request, to temp be a cat-herm

[mattwo]

I'm 19. I have listened to various files like curshermaphrodite
trigfurry trigmorh trigvagina, a file to help invision the furry, ect.
I think my problem is the trancing, as soon as I go under I get
interupted, or never go into trance at all (I don't know if it's one or
the other or both). But I FEEL entranced I.E. hadrly feel my hands, my
body goes limp, ect. also someone said that they had made a loop of
trigfurry and succeded in going to sleep and waking up with phantom
limbs (ears and tail) but he didn't notice untill they were nearly gone...
and I tried this and nothing happened.... So anyway I want a file that makes me a triggered or temp catgirl herm but I remeber it... and notice it..