by Noctifer » September 16th, 2007, 9:20 pm
Each to their own choice of course, people on here are using scripts for a lot of very controversial things already. But if I may suggest, I believe there are one or more bi files around here if I remember correctly - if you don't want to record your own straight one that is.
I prefer females but when I started being open to both options.. lets just say its wonderful being able to look at any porn and flirt with anyone you want without having to debate what you're 'supposed' to do. (And I still have had wonderful, healthy relationships - I just find people who are alternative to begin with so they don't ask me to make a choice between my interests. And believe me, there are quite a few wonderful girls out there who appreciate a guy who enjoys other guys)
The other reason I suggest this is more practical - if you like guys you like guys, and hypnosis (without deep therapy I would assume) won't change that, it will likely just suppress it, and perhaps cause more problems down the line. So instead of working against yourself, why not work with yourself - instead of using negative language 'I am bad and I should not do this' say 'This is similar and I can allow myself to enjoy it as well'. (Maybe start playing with women who really like anal on either the giving or receiving end) Then further down the line, who knows, perhaps changing will be easier if its still what you want.
As for shyness, that I know there are scripts on here for, I've made my own mix based on them and will probably record my own soon enough!
I hope this helps, and if not I wish you the best of luck in your search - and forget both those that tell you that you have to be straight and those that tell you its wrong to want that. Just try and be happy, whatever you think that will mean.