Friendly Hypnotist needs Help

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As many people know, i am the friendly hypnotist with the problem that I can not go under yet, so now I myself am looking for a good hypnotist. To give you an idea of the problem I am having; in my latest trial with a hypnotist online, I got closer and much more relaxed, but then I got to a troubling point. I was still awake, but so very tired, but I knew I wasn't in trance so I closing my eyes to relax more. Soon, it turned into starting to dream, but luckily, since it wasn't about hypnosis, I woke up, once again at the relaxed, but not relaxed enough state, so I am stuck once again. I was wondering if there are any hypnotists near UCI, which is in California, that would like to meet and try hypnotizing me sometime. Thanks for anyone willing to give me the time, bye.