by crash_matrix » August 1st, 2008, 6:53 am
That's alot of ground to cover in one post lol.
I'm trying self-hypnosis out of curiosity, and therefore studying my reactions objectively to determine its effectiveness on me -- I'm not pursuing any particular interest. I've tried out a couple of the 'diaper fetish' files, orgasm inducers and one or two mild feminization files.
I'm familiar with the trances because I have a long history of working with various forms of meditation, so I can be pretty sure I'm in trance. I trust the voice as much as I can, and on instruction try to do the things he/she suggests, but I never feel any compulsion to do it. The biggest issue is visualtization -- most of the files require mental visualization in fairly large detail, and I can't visualize that well.
So, usually, before I finish the file, but after I've entered trance, I become so bored with it that I snap into full awareness and have to stop the audio.
-- CM