Not sure if this is in the right place but...

[Deej]

Tis a small rambling/informing about minor successes and a few queries/issues and such.

Ok first I wanted to say that I've been listening to a few different files on here, hoping that they could help me finally sort out some inner conflictions I'd been having. Some haven't worked just yet, but I'm keeping at them anyways. However, two have worked at least somewhat, though the effects seem quite minor.

For the Allisoninlove feminization thingy, I noticed my mind will repeatedly repeat phrases heard in it. I take more time in the mirror trying to distinguish which "me" is me and such. Also it was either this file or another by her that made me entranced to the point I could not open my eyelids, as I was stated would happen (some other files I can open my eyelids still :/) So, though it is quite long I'm thinking of trying this one again.

For the Goth Girl- M thing (I was trying this one mostly for fun at first) I noticed nothing much the first time listening. Second time listening, my arms and legs did small convulsion type things, but not like in a "seizure" type way. More like when I hold back on an orgasm (aye, living with your family and having no privacy makes you have to do such things) and the day after in the shower, I shaved a bunch of my hair in non-noticable areas (I'm still holding back on anywhere else for now, mind wrestling with how to confront my family about this and such).

The shaving part could be from other triggers though, as I'm trying the SuperFemaleWhammy, and trainhormone change ones. So, not much physical wise is happening there (and, as much as I wish it would, I've heard it can't. Still hoping, as ones mind can do many great things) But mentally it seems some things are sinking in.

Sorry for such a long post; but I just felt I'd tell how for someone whom never used to be able to fall into trance during hypnotherapy, that this is a good step. I wanted to try to perhaps use an audio thingy to change male voices to female since most female voices seem to work quicker on me and more effectively, but I aint all that good with computer stuff. That's also why I haven't tried to add special like, mixes that have subliminals or binaurals or whatnot. Which is a shame since if they work as good as stated they could help even sooner.

Anyways, I'll update if and when some more stuff happens, and maybe you guys could help me out with a thing or two too. Heh, I said twotoo >> ahem anyways, thank you for taking time to read this, and I hope to hear from you all soon. (Oh and, in case I sorta went "taboo" with my first post not being an introduction, uhm... Name's Dana. Heya, more will come later if like... people want to know more I guess >>)