by brad999920002000 » December 10th, 2008, 7:10 pm
thank you to your posting and helpful. but i normally listen to files which i can hear and understand, so at least i can expect what it's doing to me and consciously still know what to expect.
in this file, i really can't hear anything, and so, the only thing my mind can hang on to is that it's call "enslavement".
what i'm saying is, say, if the file asked me to write to darkknight or enslaved to darkknight (the author of enslavement1, etc), i would have no idea about that, and therefore,
i'll have no idea whether i'm affected by the tape and whether i'm carrying out the instruction of the tape...
just feels frustating about that... i.e., my mind couldn't get a "convincer" to convince myself i'm being affected by the file...
quite frustrating...