by scarletsubmission » December 13th, 2009, 4:28 pm
this has been an interesting forum, a great opportunity to communicate with other slaves.
submission is for me a battle, a battle of subjugation of one's will. As much as i want to submit, i have to overcome that self that is necessary to navigate through the demands of work and family.
the joy of hypnosis is that it may offer an opportunity to "hotwire" the brain to achieve that aim by allowing me to make the transition.
24/7 is a phase that we all dream about, but it is constantly interrupted by the mundane things in life.
i find the files on here, help me to prepare my mind ready for service very effectively.
In the clubs and parties that we frequent, the focus is often on the physical: floggers, clothing, equipment. i am a woman, and i find that i am only able to fully submit when my head is in the right place, otherwise it just feels like an expensive game of dress up.
listening to these files is driven by the desire to become more of a slave and less of a play mate.
another reason has more to do with me preferring verbal communication over other forms, such as visual, kinesthetic etc.
respectuflly
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