I know plenty of people will argue. But for me. I have tried so many hypnotism files and soo many types that I can't but help think that it will never EVER work for me.
I've done alot of tricks but nothing has happened so far. I tried listening to files multiple times, Nothing. I tried sleeping with it, Nothing. I tried the most successful files, Nothing.
I could go on and on, but you get the point.
Also when I am suppose to relax for some odd reason my heart, instead of slowing down, it accelerates like I'm afraid or panicing. I dont really know what is happening there. It's like my body is just rejecting it.
Also this info may help, I'm a Video Game Addict. Well till recently, when I have become Hypnosis addict. But my imagination is screwed up, Literally. When I am asked to picture something in my mind, I either get full brightness (lights are on) or full darkness (lights are off). I know that I am not suppose to get a full picture like watching a movie or something. But I literally see nothing. Can anyone help me out and tell me do they get a clear picture as well or is it vivid or at LEAST interpretable.
I really can't remember all my symptoms. But its like preventing me to go into hypnosis/trance.
O that is the other thing, during trance. I dont get there. I literally am just lying there just concentrating on hypnosis words, but yer I am fully alert and so forth, not sleepy, nothing. (Some people say this is what a trance is like.)
Also when they ask me to do actions, I do all of them willingly. Like not like they commanded my body to do it unwillingly, but I literally do it, fooling myself that I am being forced to do it. Like, I think I am coming to an all new level of pathetic.
I am really giving up hope in hypnotism. I have tried dozens of files, loads of websites. I even spent up to wee early hours in the morning to find out what is wrong with me and for each solution came a failure.
I know many of you will say, yes you can. I will be open to that and say RIGHT NOW, I know I can and I WILL. BUT it looks like it could be a lost cause for me.
O and if there is any hypnotist that reads this and want to have a crack at breaking my mind. Please go ahead. Just PM me and I'll give you my email.
Also can anyone out there recommend me files that are great for people like me. Like maybe be able to break down my mind or resistance. And on top of that, anyone can also recommend ways for me to actually break down my mind or resistance. That would be great...
Also are there any files with immediate results and if not how many times should I listen to them. O and on top of that, what are some techniques I could do to achieve immediate results?
Hope all of you can help me. I really want to be hypnotised. I really want to feel the sensations. Specially the ones where I get to feel what's it like to be a girl and so forth. But anyways........
Good Luck. and HELP ME!