The specific fantasy I'm looking at fulfilling right now involves
hypnosis, of course.
I want to be programmed to be as> horny as possible, to need, to crave,
to have a burning fire that obliterates all other needs to have sex.
That part shouldn't be hard to do since I'm pretty much already in that
state anyway.
The tricky part is also using the hypnosis to make me afraid of sex at
the same time, to partition off part of my mind and make it so I fear
the physical act of sex as much as I crave it. Programmed to the point
I would do anything to keep from having it all the while not being able
to stop myself from enjoying it or needing it.
The fantasy culminates with my being taken and used for pleasure by
several people after having been teased, tortured, and debased all in
exchange for their promises that if I'll go through all that they won't
make me have sex...
Would such a thing be possible?