Joined: Nov 09, 2010
Posts: 4
I have always been haunted by sissy fantasies. Since a teen ager.
I responded by keeping these desires hidden, even from me. I refused to think about them, untill I stumbled upon sissie porn on the internet. I love the stories, but I'm married, and too shy to act on my desires. But I want to. I want to be made to act on them. But I have to keep this secret from my wife.
What I am doing is first thing in the morning Listening first to Curse Stroke Sissy, then TrigWoman2.
Later in the morning I Listen to Curse Bimbo, then GSTrigWoman2.
I repeat the pattern in the evening before bed.
Could anyone advise me on a better choice of files?
I decided to report on what I was doing, and any effects I noticed here.
I don't expect much, to be honest. I don't think hypnosis works well on me, so I don't expect much except some fantasies.
But just in case I will report here about it if anyone is interested.
I like these files because they encourage me to work to get my body in shape, and visualise my goals. I will channel that into some good fantasies working out at the gym I hope.
This is my first report; end of day 2
I've been turned on all day. I keep thinking about being sissified every time I touched or played with myself. I would find myself stroking myself, turned on by the idea that each stroke made me more girlish.
When I got home that nighit I went straight to the bathroom and found a pair of my wifes panties. On impulse I kicked off my shoes and pants and put the panties on. Oh, they felt so good. I was really turned on and started masturbating, thinking about how each stroke made me more a sissy, about being a girlie sissy and bimbo, getting fucked again and again. It was wild and I had the most incredible orgasm.
At this point I plan to keep listening. I will report again in a few days.