by poetzero » September 29th, 2011, 5:59 am
[quote="The_Curious_One":/\[url=(https?:\/\/[^\s\[]+):$uid\](.*?)\[\/url:$uid\]/i466f8a7]The file that you, poetzero mention sounds fantastica and exactly like something that I'm after, thank you so much for mentioning it here :D I immediately found the trig_woman files, but not the one you mentioned. I will so check this out... beginning this evening! Stay tuned
Yes, I know that these kind of things don't work over night but still, I'm very excited to try this one out.
You say that it took you five years to perfect the file. Please, elaborate! How was it at the beginning? What was the defining turning point for you? How does it feel now? Do you use any kind of requisites to help you?
And, most importantly, do you use it for fun, or do you see yourself as a transgendered person? (please be kind if I am not applying the correct terminology here. I do not intend to sound rude or to start disputes, I just want to talk :) )
You know, I don't want to turn myself inside out as in becoming a woman 24/7. I want to get the sensations, but keep them in privacy. I want to see how fur my mind can take me. I am, quite eponimously, just curious ;)
Cheers![/quote:/\[url=(https?:\/\/[^\s\[]+):$uid\](.*?)\[\/url:$uid\]/i466f8a7]
There's so much to explain. It may be best to peruse my journal. It's been about a year since my last entry, so it's in there buried somewhere. The results were hardly there in the beginning, due to my lack of trancing. It had taken maybe 3 1/2 years until my trances got deep enough to really start to feel the trigger in a nominal way. Melody's file was definately responsable for breaking those barriers.
As for me, I trigger myself more or less as a relaxing tool, but it's fun all the same. When I'm home, I'd say I'm dressed 4/\[url=(https?:\/\/[^\s\[]+):$uid\](.*?)\[\/url:$uid\]/i% of the time. Most would probably consider me a CD, but I do identify as TG. The concept of yin-yang plays a role in my philosophies, so a balance of the male and female self is a part of my mindset. these ideas were made long before I discovered WMM. This file helps immensely.
There have been times when I'd trigger daily, but I haven't triggered as much recently as life has gotten a little more involved. As hypno-fetishists, we are a societal minority, but we are still the 99%. See you at the protests.