TransWomen lets Talk.

[KimLynn]

I know there are more of you here than many would guess. I am full time and pre OP. Of course I knew I was a girl at the age of 4.

I am not a She male, because that is a porn term and that does not fit.

I am not a sissy either. No one is going to control or wall all over me. I am just a woman like any other.

I am a strong person. My biggest problem is trying to get a job becuase of who I am.

Lets talk about the files here and if you like them, are you going to go full time. Have you noticed any changes... I will play with come of the files as soon as I read all of them over...

Hugs
Kim Lynn

[Guuliar]

I'm TS too, but I'm not even part time right now. I can't afford the clothes, but I'm going shopping later this week and I might be getting some shoes frm a friend if I can fit in them.

Not a sissy, not a she male. No visible results so far, but I do feel slight pain in the chest. Nothing serious, could be mistaken for muscle ache. A lot of the transformation files don't seem to do it for me. Even the curses. :?:

I think the curses get auto-rejected, and I'm too in touch with my surroundings for hallucinations. Although last night I ran the cuddle file and I could swear someone was sitting at the foot of my bed. Disappeared when I opened my eyes of course.

The arousal and Cardigan-horny tracks worked really for me.

I actually don't need the mental training tracks because I already see myself as a girl until I look down. Even more so when aroused or satisfied.

Anyway, what's been working for you. Btw, I just joined this site this week 8O

[KimLynn]

As you see I have been here for years. I just got EMG to reset my password.

I am looking around at all the new files. I had problems with anything working for a long time. I had someone I know put me under and that worked. I am hoping some of the files will work here know. I have learned that I have a hard time having a male voice tell me what to do. My own internal voice is female, just knowing that it may help me now.

If I object to anything then it knocks me right out of trance. I am real hard headed and will be the first to admot that LOL.

I plan on useing the breast growth one, not sure about any of the others yet. Yes I am on moans and almost fill out a b cup after 3 years. I figure any help would help. I cant use the nipple one, well the old one wanted you to use suction. Mine are pierced and the suction cups are not big enough or cause pain. That may work if I was not pierced, no I cant take them out they try to close up in less than an hour.

DONT spend alot of clothing. Once your body starts changing and the fat starts moving you will have to get new stuff anyway.

For some of the files you should see thing that are not there or not see things that are there. I have dyslexia, I grew up trying to stop seeing things, so I cant visulize for those files. So it sounds like they are working for you, it will take time.

Hugs
Kim Lynn

[KimLynn]

My Avitar was made at a website.
http://avatarmaker.org/
MY picture was 600x600 and I had to srink it down to 64x64 to get it small enough in size so it would fit here size ways.

FYI

[Guuliar]

I'm really flexible voice wise and my internal voice is female as well. I'm normally female or female-ish in my dreams. On occasion male, or I at least have a penis, but the only ones I can remember when I had one I either had to go to the bathroom, or it started to fall apart. Kind of creepy. The rest of the time I don't think I actually have one. I lean more female though with male-ish clothes in those.

I think I've just been playing it safe for awhile. That and yeah, some suggestions my mind will automatically reject. Even if you eliminate the Ego, you still have the Super Ego or something like that.

I probably wont spend too much on clothing at first. I know my body will change in the future, I just want to experiment for now. Plus I have to in order to get my letter.

[CycoMelody]

Hello! I am a TS as well. 3 going on 4 years on hormones and very much fulltime. I am also a hypnotist! I do have fun with what I do. So yeah... I am actually happy with my voice and such... wish my bust was bigger but that's just me. Go figure right?

Melody

[Guuliar]

I'm curious how did you get your voice right? Any suggestions? I keep telling myself to start working on my voice but I forget :(

That and I don't know where to start.

[KimLynn]

I was fortunate to have a speach problem as a child. When I chose to work on it I listened to a recording, It was no help at all to me. Remember not all ways work for all people.

Let me explaine what I figured out in case it helps. You need to listen to voices around you. Listen to a guy and you will see he talks flat in one tone, not all but most. Now listen to a lady and you will see more of them have a different pitch for each sylable. They are almost sung together. Many TV and RAdio people do the same.

If you are trying to find a pitch then think again and find a pitch range you are comfortable with. You speak in that pitch range. Do it with a smile, put how you feel in it, that is how you show the emotion with your words. This is where you put that happy tone in your voice when you are thinking you want to rip someones head off. LOL. I dont care if you have a really good single pitch, you will be read if that is all you use. I have seen GGs that have low voices and are ok. I have seen GGs that talk in a flat one tone and it makes me look twice.

Do you have a car? I drove alot for one job I had. I would just roll up the windows and sing along with the radio. You dont have to be perfect but it is pratice.

I still have some problems on the phone. I also slip back more toward my old voice when I am with old friends, or even my daughters at time. Old habbits die hard LOL.

I hope that helps.

[CycoMelody]

I have been doing voices since I was like 8. It wasn't too difficult to learn to do it. Hmmm... youtube to the rescue!!! [url]http://youtu.be/qbaj4tIX1kw[/url]

[KimLynn]

I have picked out 7 files and put them back to back. It will take a while to see if they will work for me. I can only hope so. I will see what does what and report back when it does.

I hope you are all doing well.
Hugs
Kim Lynn

[rlShadow]

I'm a transgirl also and was so long before listening to any hypnosis. I am hoping that hypnosis can help with transition. So far the only feminizing files I've played with are Curse Female Mannerisms and Suggestive Feminization. Though i haven't been consistent with them, so no changes as of yet.

[lisacd20]

I also find it very difficult to do a female voice, I can moan etc like a girl but the whole talking thing just gets me. I know its possible because ive heard it, but im guessing it takes alot of practice. And i know what your saying about the singing, the more you practice the better you get, you can mimic anyones voice with enough as far as tone goes.

[KimLynn]

With the voices and my speach problems as a kids that is how I learned to talk, I did mimic the teacher so I could talk correctly.

I have been listening to breast growth and one of the nipple ones and lactation. I dont know if its the files or that I am just thinking about it more but I do find myself rubbing them. My left one started to hurt but I think that I pressed to much into my barbell piercing on that side. So I took out the barbell and put in a flexi barbell, that one I can fold in half with no problem. I did notice both nipples get hard the last 2 times I went to this site. Could be that I thought about them as the screen came up. Only time will tesll LOL.

[gdrileyx]

I found this site about 6 years ago, and it has helped me alot. This is why I made some files to contribute.

EMG's file "Suggestive Feminization" helped me. Also Lady Rio's "LR womanly".

I hope you like my Princess-Slut files!

[slut]

I have been on hormones for 9 years & have been listening to EMG's feminisation files for nearly as many years. I believe the files will get your head right & allow for your transformation mentally but you need to have hormones to get the physical aspects to kick in.
I began with pills(estrogen & medroxyprogesterone & antiangrogens) but now I use estrogen injections for the past few of years, they are much more effective than pills. More recently I have been sourcing natural progesterone injections (Strone) from the internet pharmacies & the extra effects it has had on breast development are really outstanding. Much bettter than medroxyprogesterone which is a synthetic.
I still listen to my group of files every night with earbuds & the files run all night long. I love EMG & thank him for the tremendous help he has been to me over the past 7 or 8 years.

[kslava]

My personal secret with the voice thing, aside from practice, singing, and all the rest that most people suggest is this:

The biggest issue with switching voices is that you might be in a situation with the same people every day and the voice change might be a bit unsettling for them. I did this in college my senior year, where everyone had known me for 3 years in the music department. All I did was gradually switch voices. Instead of thinking my voice would change overnight, I'd regularly work on it and gradually make it more feminine. I might slip back a bit on sick days or things like that, but I gradually made the change and honestly no one ever seemed to notice (I had already come out, so I'm not sure if no one said anything or they just didn't notice).

Gradual changes are easier for everyone, your beautiful feminine self included.

[Mizer]

Heya, Im a trans woman at about 1year 4 month on hormones. Im 26. I didnt know at 4 XD... its more like i felt sick, jealous and confused since 12, and panics + depression started at 18. Anyway, i come here sometimes in search of orgasm files... My libido has pretty much diseapeared, i dont mind... but i am really curious if i can achieve a woman orgasm myself(am pre-op)... My skin is so hypersensitive its crazy!(one strand of hair on my belly can stop me from sleeping from all the tingling). With weed i do get near the edge, but i cant just get past this last plateau of vibes.

My inner voice umm, its always been higher and more smooth than how i speak... but its still androgyne? It might come from the fact that im a tomboy lesbian mtf. I pass about a 33% of the time these days, 66% of the time they either dont use pronouns on me... feel horribly confused... my voice is starting to get between genders aswell im not helping much but hey! Work in a progress! :lol:

And might i add, i do believe all these files act as placebo. I like actual stories much more for riding my imagination. In trance... things become more visual, sense are more susceptible, the brain becomes more gullible toward feelings. Its entertainment for me. haha

[Fionna]

I have been trying to slowly change my voice but, I either can hear it changing & others can too or it sounds all manish again & then I forget to train it. My voice inside my head & my thouhgts are 100% female.

IM going to be going onto hormones (I hope) asap. I just have to schedual wuth the hormone therapist, my regular therapist knows Id be better & should go on hormones before trying to fix any of my other issues that I have ( nothing major btw) & to just be myself as I see it as a girl of course.

I have been doing it slowly ( well trying to but, I know Im going to shock a lot of people but, I cant help it ) & growing out my hair again , shaving my body hair all over again, wearing perfume, & I am going to be getting my measurements done by one ofmy friends soon & get some clothes. I do have a cute hat or 2 & some girl gym pants but, that's it. Some people my bro & my sis ( & I think my bro already knows somethings up) about why is your hair so feminine ? I am waiting to tell them in private. IF anyone has any better ways please dont hesitate to tel me.

Im 29 but, look, act, & think young. I also pretended I was a girl for a very long time with my friends untill they would ask questions ( when I was little ) then I got ashamed & scared & just stoped so they wouldn't think I was weird. I was feeling the same way that Mizer was through out my life. I then surpressed it for a long time & was & can still be at times but, my mood is usually mellow now - very depresed, anxious, panic attacks, & so on.

I've been told I could pass well now & I would probably look above average as a girl when I transition. How long till I see any results from hormones even the littlest amount of change ?

I am also a lezzie , I like girls & other girls like me. I have only a few people in real life that know & that I am going to tell that I thik will be ok & understand, I also have a lot online that are cool with it. My new friends I've made are few & know but, they are going through or already went through what I am going through. I've also told my mom & she seems ok & unerstanding but, needs more info so I told her she can talk to my therapist & the hormone therapist. I have also talked to her the best I can about ti of'course. I dont care about telling my family or what people will think but, why do I care about telling my friends ?

I also daydream a ton about being a girl like I feel I should be.

Thanks a ton everyone & I will try to be back here as fast as possible. for any help at all on anything is super duper greatly appreciated. My computer is shared so I cannot always be on when I want to.

Thanks & peace & much love from Noel.

[aungshadow]

I wish I could try to transition but I'm to scared to know how it might effect my life. I mean on the inside I know I'm female, but I've tried so hard to hold that side of me back. But as of lately I've been hurting inside, I've been lying to myself and everyone around me, and I don't know how to tell everyone about me.

I'm at the point of tears, my heart has been in so much pain, all I can dream about is being a woman.

But I'm to scared to express it to everyone, I stare at clothing stores with women's clothes in them, and I long to ware them.

Please if you have any advice please tell me