basic honesty{seeking strange advice}

[kunoichi]

Basically I have a strange question. Is your fantasy relationship better than a real ones. The reason I asked is because I think for once in my life I can say yes. the reason is there are never going to be relationships like the ones I can come up with. For example.
Regular relationship is guy+girl= that’s it. it’s the{preferably I have a eek girlfriend ewho wass an otaku and pansexual.
Butttt in my fantasies
Girl{pansexual geek otaku}+ guy{femment bith badass and sissy}+ their boyfriend who is dominant.{there ias a lort more detail biut this would be almost ideal}
Large herom of kunoichi/samurai lesbians=me as a hot kunoichi lesbian+who ever is the most dominant at the time gets to be a badass and the rest becomes sissies on command..
Me+ neko hemaprodites who have the perfect designs on making me one of them.
Lastly me+the female conspiracy to turn men onto feminized girls.
If you get what I am going for here I think my fantasies out way my ideal relationshipip for three reasons.
Variety=there is a lot to them rthat I can explore
Both badassness and enjoyable torment.
Many different types of people are a part of them.
I have oly had one real relationship and it didn’t last long. Manly she was cheating on me and I knew irt but let her make up her own mind but there is a reason I am asking thisqeuestion and it is where can I get experiences like my fantasy life while I find the one. Especially if it leads to someone I realy want to be with. so any advise.

[kunoichi]

I just thought of a really bad joke....


what do you get when you combine and larpg and an orgy...... a lot of stamina and charisma points.