Your post in Meeting Grounds gives me much concern:
"I feel like killing my self no one wants to help me be a Werewolf or even help me trance I am so fed up I feel like ending my life!"
I doubt that anyone worth working with will respond to your posts. Suicidal ideation suggests that you need to seek professional help.
You obviously know HOW to get help - please call 911 if you really want help or at least call the Suicide Prevention Hotline.