by sissysugarlipz » January 30th, 2013, 9:34 pm
Dear Goddess Gracie
**OMG** my head is **spinning** like never before after having listened to your new file **Good Sissies Obey** I can't stop listening to it and after several times through in the last 24 hours my **sparkle** has never felt brighter or stronger
I want to obey everything (and more) you demand of a sissy in this file Goddess and not because you are ordering it but because I **want** it. I just love that you make your expectations clear in this file about what it means to be a full-time sissy because it challenges all of us to do what is necessary to fulfill our desties as true pathological sissies. I have never felt more at one with your vision of a sissy than I do now and I know this is just the beginning **YAY**
Almost as if by fate, the last few days have led me down a path that this file is reinforcing. I have been taking the initiative around the house by shopping, cleaning and cooking and have come to realize how deeply inappropriate it was for me not to embrace doing all of these things as fully as possible, as well as being subservient and compliant in all interactions with women of any age
It has now been 5 mo of sexless relations in the household (platonic kisses and hugz only) and I feel like my wife no longer has any sexual attraction to me. Meanwhile, she looks hotter than ever, is committing to a health regime to look even hotter, calls certain of my features (e.g., shaved body, nails) girly in public and speaks noticeably more dismissively and condescending towards me. I now accept all of this in a strangely complimentary way and feel priviledged that she would keep me in her life even though she could easily have a stud with a 10" cock pleasuring her if she wanted.
**MMM** I was **sparkling** all over knowing that Goddess says its non-negotiable for full-time sissies to not wear a bra, panties, hose, mascara, lip stick and to keep her nails looking beautiful every day **OMG** I do all this except the mascara now but that will change immediately **YAY** I am not sure what it means to be also doing some of the other things I am doing like shaving and moisturizing, being on my breast enhancement and lip plumping program, and having a full wardrobe of sissy clothes including a wig and breast forms and other **YUMMY** things?
Maybe listening to **Good Sissies Obey** and **Man Obsession** will emasculate my male ego once and for all and help me use all my womanly traits and accessories the way fate meant them to be used **OMG** I can hardly wait to find out **giggles**
Goddess, I love that I share your vision of what it means to be a true sissy. It makes me **sparkle** to know that I need only ask if I am acting the way Goddess would expect me to act to navigate through life's challenges now. I love you so much **HUGZ**
Love ??? Br?ttany ???
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