I finally got a deep trance the other night of SIMH 'Hypnosis works too well'. My first time blacking out also, i came back just before the end of the file(it runs for approx 30m), my breathing was very heavy, and my eyes droopy, i also found it hard moving. So it goes to the next file and the pleasant sensation of EMG's words washed over me,(this confirmed for me i was indeed in trance and not just 'feeling sleepy') I used cumCurseBody followed by CCS full, jogging to halfway through to just get the body and awakener.
As i came out of trance, with a bit of difficulty i might add, i did feel a bit off, i couldn't put my finger on it, i felt contented, very VERY relaxed and, a little bit odd. I have to admit CSS/CC just barely work, the compulsions are so-so and dont always activate. This at least had been my experience with my normal level of trance, so i was a little surprised the files yet again didn;t seem to have any increased level of compulsion.
Now for those not reading my other thread, i recently devised a reinforcer subliminal file for wearing panties, it reinforces wearing panties, to the point where you may actually struggle to get them off! It also helps reinforce your sissy/bimbo/subcon nickname. So, you can say aloud, and actually address your subconscious with short questions and instructions. This has worked extremely well for the last few weeks, with me occasionally listening to CCS and GG panties/eternal sissy happiness + Bimbo Blessing 2. I love to wear my panties and feel confident and happy in them, i've even become bolder and now sneak them into my normal washing and dry them inside my socks to hide them! ;)
I tried to recently check the degree of reinforcement on removing the panties recently, i still feel sexy in them and happy, when i put them on. However, the reinforcement has disappeared! I used to be able to say 'take of your panties' and my voice would say straight back 'i cant take off my panties' and i couldn't, through compulsion, remove them!
Now this has weakened, there's a very small degree of resistance, and that's overcome with almost no effort.
This has only happened since the deeper trance, has this happened to anyone else? It actually feels like almost the last 3 weeks of sessions have all gone. I actually feel very neutral and relaxed, like no sessions whatsoever have taken. I have some residual feelings, but largely...i feel a bit like a blank slate.
I was wondering of this is like the dual alphabet thing, you know they say that 'a' is different to 'A' and you dont just learn 26 letters you have to learn 52, (even size is relevant in understanding a capital letter) do i need to experience different levels of trance to maintain different types of post hypno suggestions?
I have noticed while out and about, one post hypno sugg remains in that i no longer perv over pretty girls, i just perv over their make-up, clothes and manner instead. I still study them, although this feels less intently than it had been previously too.
Thoughts?
M 8O