Long ago when I initially saw some hypnotic flashes encouraging one to suck cock or wear panties, I was intrigued. I would just watch them a few minutes at a time just out of curiosity but I would always look away because seeing penis still disturbed me.
That initial curiosity was a bad idea. Since then I started watching more and more and now the thought of sucking a cock gets me very aroused. I don't want to but I feel soon I'm going to actually suck a real man off. Although I still feel I would back out if the situation actually arose so that's a good thing. What should I do?