So under the influence of a little marijuana I stumbeled upon the allisoninlove hypnaudio feminization version and I finally fell under trance for the whole 15 minutes and it just felt good, but didn't really feel influenced.
Then for a while I struggled with the temptation to listen to it again and to the 25 minute version.... eventually I gave in and tried and it was scary. At some point when I got really deep I felt like my hands were handcuffed and my head locked into place in a bowing down motion (i was sitting at laptop) and i literally couldn't get out of it. I was thinking hmm ok this is crazy is hould get out of this or something.. but multiple times i again thought nooo ill stay. Somehow eventually I got out of it because my neck was in so much pain from that position and the volume was at a low setting.
anyways really scary, i think im going to try trancing to something less scary now. any suggestions for harmless/safe feminizations/crossdressing but fun?