by werepuppy » March 4th, 2013, 3:42 am
well i got 2 files at work the other day so thanks loads o.o
Im gonna try writing a bit better than usual, and go bac and put comas and stuff. its hard work and i get a head ache cos of dislexia but if i can do it for work i can at least make more effort here.
I got 2 files but I could olny remember 1 of them. I knew i was going feel like a little girl for an hour as soon as i get home from work. And i was really looking forward to it.
I was just getting ready to go home, put on my coat and hat (not a wizzard hat hehe) and go to the bathroom but then I imagined 2 big red buttons on the counter. I know now its a hypnosis thing but then, I didnt realise until i was half, way home. D'oh how dumb can I get, but any way.
1 button is green and says GIVE IN and I know if I press it'll make me wee myself right there. well im not going to do that when im at work. but the other 1 is red and it says RESIST on. and that one makes me not able to go to the bathroom for a bit. theres some kind of limit were i got to press it 5 times before i can go so Ill be really disparate by then. But I dont wanna start wetting myself again (seems to happen every time i do the email slave thing, but i want to fight it as long as I can) so i press the red button, get a coffee from the machine then go home.
when i got in I really need to go, so i go to the bathroom and theres 2 buttons on the door. I know their not real but I'm imagining them good enough. I know its a hypno by now, so I decide I got to be really careful try to figer out if theres a trick in it more than just having to hold it 5 times. So I press RESIST again, get a glass of coke and put a pizza in the microwave.
Wile the pizza cooks i suddenly remember the file i read at lunchtime and I got an hour on my own now so i can be a little girl. All of a suddenly I feel so cheerful and bouncie and I wanna watch cartoons so I get a lollypop from the jar and dive on the couch. i wish i had a teddy to watch with but its not too bad. "Lets watch fairys" I said to myself. Dunno why I was talking to myself but it felt right
I find a couple episodes of Winx on youtube it was always my favorite. A couple of minutes later the pizzas done so I run to get it trying to get it on a plate before I miss too much of the show. Heh I didnt think to pause it. Then when Im in the kitchen those 2 buttons are there again on the counter. I should of been thinking is it a trick or something but i was just a little, so I said "I'm not a baby any more" and hit the red button. Suddenly Im really thirsty so I got another coke and my pizza and ran back to the lounge. Maybe thats the trick with the red button, make you drink so much u can't hold it 5 times?
Any way I finish watching Winx and I cant find the next one on the automatic list. So I go to my room to look what DVDs I've got to watch and on the way I think maybe I should go the bathroom cos I really need to go now. and you guessed it theres 2 buttons on the table. And like a kid I dont stop to think, "Thats boring, I all ready tried that one" and I hit the green button. Strait away I realise what Ive done and run for the bathroom calling "Nooo I'm not a baby!" but I'm starting to pee and I can feel it running down my leg and the warm patch spreading down my jeans. I ran into the bathroom and I could'nt stop myself so I just jumped in the shower while I try to unfasten my belt.
well there wasnt much else after that I got my self cleaned up. Bujt I only got a few minutes comfort break this morning and I been typing for more than an our already so i got to go have fun and keep playing guys