Hi Everyone! This is My First post in The Forum, as I generally just read Others posts, but I had an experience Yesterday that was incredible! I feel that it was so good, that I wanted to share it with Everyone here.
I have been A long time member here, and I'm always reading posts and checking out the latest incontinence files. In the past I have downloaded probably A dozen or so free files, and tried them out. I listened to most of them over and over, but I never achieved any real success. So, I pretty much came to the conclusion that They wouldn't work for Me, and hadn't come back to the site for quite some time.
Yesterday was My First visit back. I caught up on the many posts that I had missed, and then glanced at the list of files in case any new ones had been added. I came across an older file that I never noticed before. I checked out the file and it seemed very interesting. It was EMG's Anti-Potty Training File. I said to Myself, what the heck, I'll give it A try. So, I downloaded it and transferred it over to My MP3 player.
Before I go any further, I just want to warn Anyone that might be offended by pee or poo, that I'm about to get graphic.
So, early Yesterday Morning, I diapered up thickly and rested on My bed with My earplugs in. I started the file and here's what happened.
I didn't feel Myself going into any trance like state at the beginning of the file as I lay there. I don't believe I have ever gone into "trance" with any file I have listened too, so I wasn't too surprised. The only thing that I did notice was concentration on the voice, and relaxation. Then, something did occur. As the voice started counting down I felt A little strange. I really can't describe it. Just odd. When the voice reached the lowest number, something else happened. The file switches to the actual "meat and potatoes" portion, as We all know how They progress. As the voice is talking and making suggestions, I feel kind of out of it. Like being slightly caught in A dream state, but fully aware of where I am. As the file progresses, something else happens.
My heartbeat starts racing, beating quite fast. towards the end of the file I feel this "wave like" rush just flow over My body from head to toe. I have never experienced this before! It had quite an euphoric feeling to it. At this point I start to feel like My control just leaves My body. It was an amazing feeling! Then, all of A sudden I feel My bowels start moving in spasms that I can not control. Before I know it, They push out A fairly good size portion of poo into My diaper. Not the most I usually go, but enough to know something is certainly there. Then, after the initial push, I can feel poo slowly leak out into My diaper! It lasted like this for about 3 minutes or so. My bladder never released while I listened, but it felt strange or more loose kind of.
Then the file was over when the voice woke Me up. Again, it didn't feel like I tranced or anything. I got up and went into My living room. I then noticed that small amounts of poo was continuing to leak uncontrollably into My diaper.
Suddenly, I felt the urge to pee and it just came out and flowed freely. I felt like I could stop the flow, but I didn't try, am I'm not sure why I didn't. It came out smoothly and quickly.
Soon, I felt as if My insides were loose and moving. This lasted for about 5-10 minutes and then An urge to poop came on. I gave just a slight push and filled up the remaining part of My diaper! The funny thing about this was that the fact that the poo was so very different than what I am used to seeing. Much looser and more quantity! After A quick clean up, I took A nap.
Here is My results with One listen. I haven't had any bladder or bowel accidents since My listen Yesterday. However, It feels as if My bladder and bowels seem "looser" or more "relaxed". Not A lot, just A bit. I have also noticed that I seem to be dripping pee every so often. Again, not A lot, but I notice it when it happens. Also, not all the time either. Muscles in both areas seem to be in A more relaxed state.
So, has Anyone else tried this file? What do You think happened to Me? Do You think I tranced or this file had an affect on Me? Or do You think it was coincidence? What should I do now? Keep listening, or no it's already doing it's thing? Does this sound like I'll need diapers 24/7 and I'm becoming incontinent? I'd really be thankful for any input Anyone has. Thank You for taking the time to read and answering My questions! :)