hi guys!
I'll sum up my story. i'm shy, quiet, and very beta, and I was looking to turn into a jock to get rid of all my insecurities and hopefully become more confident.
I don't know about becoming dumber but I am certain I'd like to be cocky and more into sports, another quality of mine that stems from a heavily bookish and introverted childhood. I have reasons to believe my father wants me to be into sports but I never had interest in them.
so overall I'd very much like to be a jock, yes.
I have a Google account and Skype. webcams and photos I'm quite unsure of at this point still for security purposes, please understand. After a few sessions maybe I'll warm up to you. I'm not very susceptible as far as the files I've tried. I have a strong will, and am looking for the right tist to break me! Pull all the stops! Just ensure my absolute jock conversion!
(Mind you though I'm on no fap. I'm holding in my masturbation because I have indeed found out that it has many benefits and I"m liking this surge of confidence for now so I beg of this tist please don't get me to cum. I believe this stored testosterone in my system can be of great help in my quest to jockdom)
Again I can be very hard to put under someone's control. My thoughts tend to wander off, and my superego gets in the way. The friend who becomes my tist please do whatever you can to put my in your control. I'm willing to, but I do believe I'm not completely willing, that's why I haven't been successful. So please find ways to make me trust and accept your suggestions.
Oh oh quick info: I'm a junior English major from the Philippines, fear not I am using the things I learn from this to learn how to rap. Maybe I could get better one day but I'm still very shy about performing, something I could fix upon reaching the jock lifestate.
I'm looking to become like Lil' Wayne or one of those rappers, or rather to accept that. I find their music terrible at the moment but you know when I become a jock I hope to disregard these and really screw up my taste! Why? I want to know! I want to find out what it's like! And by then I probably wouldn't mind anymore.[/b]