Stop me masturbating or...

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Hi there,
First sorry for spelling I am dyslex...

I have used some of the chastity files but I have some more focused needs. Before I explain them let me inform you that I have thought about this for a long time and understand the conserquenceys.

I want to stop masturbation for pleasure for good. I would like to masturbat once a month but it can/must only be done for pain(in the past I have used stinging nettles and sandpaper and I understand the risks that this has).

Can you or any one help with this? Can you make a file with this in it?

If you don't agree/like the for pain part then please make it that I can NOT masturbat at all. Orgasum can only by sex with my partner or wet dreams or but anal use.

I do hope you or someone can help.