wetbabypeepants wrote:Interesting - when you have a deep desire (conscious and/or subconscious) for a thing, sometime the right hypno file can just hit the spot and away you go... But the effects very likely will be very temporary. If you want change to last you will likely need a long course of regular listening. Train Diapers and Happy to be Wet are both very effective diaper and wetting files in my experience. I got some very quick results with Happy to Be Wet too... :oops: :D
hehe, funny you say that. I've actually been using those files right along with anti-potty training, plus one other. On top of that, I'm also taking time to train myself into hypnosis without even needing a file, (what I say I'm getting quite good at quickly) and giving my subconscious my own suggestions. Pretty much I'm taking the idea of positive reinforcement from the happy to wet, and train diaper file, and elaborating to myself in trance how going without thinking about it and no control is exactly what I want, and what is accepted, why controlling myself and noticing when I need to go, is bad. Simply it's like how a parent might praise their child over and over again threw potty training when the remember to go use the potty, and getting mad at them when they don't, just in reverse. All and all, it's working wonderfully!
So as you said, It probably is a temporary effect to be like that, and I will agree with you. Especially on the first time. I did notice the day after I was occasionally having to remind myself to let go, but it was still pretty strong otherwise. Since then I've continued listening to the files, plus my own routine. and at this point... I can tell you, I feel the difference between "temporary" and "permanent". Rather than how it was the first time, where I felt kind of awkward, and aware of how I couldn't control myself. I've gotten to this point where It's starting to feel like, it'salways been natural, almost eerily natural. Like I find myself changing or something, and I can't help but feel this is absolutely right, and ok. When I catch myself feeling like that, I think for a moment about the toilet, and I actually feel repulsed by the idea. Some very interesting developments. ones I'm happy to welcome. Just a bit socked at how comfortable I am with it all, and so quickly. before now I've always kinda felt guilty about having a Diaper fetish, Like the day after I regretted getting into one the night before. That feeling of regret doesn't even faze me anymore, at all, its the complete opposite.
Any how... I'm happy, and I am prepared for my new life like this. it's been about 5 days now, and I've experimented with what it's like going out to work, and being in public... and I feel completely secure and natural when I do. I'd done it before when I hadn't had the hypnosis training, and I was completely paranoid about it, now it just feels so natural and normal! I've even been shockingly open to some about it. I do say to most it's accident related, but I feel in situations such as keeping my job, I must. saying that my work seemed very understanding about it, and I'm not questioned about using the family restroom at all.
Also I have quite a decent amount of diapers on hand, and enough I think I'm good for a month or so. I have realized though, I go threw allot more now than I did before. Doing the math, yes, it does take quite a bit of my money to support supplies. But putting it in prospective on how much my brother uses on his Alcoholic habit, I'm saving quite a bit more money than he is... plus I'm not killing my liver. All great stuff!
in close, I'll continue as long as need be to do this trance routine, tell I feel completely comfortable without it, and I will enjoy experiencing life in this alternate configuration. :D I'm glad I took the time to go threw what this site had to offer, and I'm not disappointed at all!