I'm having some strange thoughts for quite sometime that I'm ashamed to share with people I know.
I'm a male who'll be 29 this May. I'm a heterosexual person, but lately I've been thinking about developing my inner female. I have one particular embarrassing fetish.
I wish to have a pair of feminine breasts with thick nipple & girlish areola. I think I already have gynecomastia because my breasts, as they are now, are unusually feminine for a young man. Hence the process of growing ladylike bosom may be a little bit easier for me.
I dream of a scenario - I'm roaming the city streets, topless and with an obviously feminine pair of breasts, enjoying all the strange looks from the passers-by. I live in Kolkata, India but I think I'll have to try this in other cities and towns also.
Nowadays, when I watch videos/pics of a topless girl, I definitely get aroused, but with a pinch of jealousy towards the girl; I wish my breasts were like her.
Thanks for reading, and please offer your valuable suggestions about how I can fulfill my dream!
Love,
Raka.