The forced gay success thread...

by **Al48** » March 20th, 2016, 10:17 am

Been listening 3 times a day for a week now

Well, consider yourself gay now and don't put up a fight. You may try to fight it, but you're basically fucked.

by **roshenclassical** » March 20th, 2016, 7:33 pm

Just went on omegle to look at some hard cocks. Can't stop looking at men's throbbing cocks.

by **Al48** » March 21st, 2016, 8:54 am

It won't be long now until you have one in front of your face for real!

by **Dreamin4Men** » March 28th, 2016, 12:31 am

Haha turnees in the denial stage are so fun to play with. One boy I'm talking to swore he wasn't gay. When I brought up the gay porn he'd been sending me all week he just said he's trying to make his cock look like the ones in the porn. I cannot wait to see where he goes from here.

by **gayfaggot** » April 3rd, 2016, 11:08 am

I just discovered this file, and am very excited to see if it works. I am straight, 41, and very committed to seeing this through. I have had some bi tendencies in my life, but usually just suppressed them. I hope to make some friends here, and hopefully some guidance.

by **OxyFemboi** » April 4th, 2016, 12:20 am

gayfaggot wrote
I just discovered this file, and am very excited to see if it works. I am straight, 41, and very committed to seeing this through. I have had some bi tendencies in my life, but usually just suppressed them. I hope to make some friends here, and hopefully some guidance.

Welcome!

The file works. There is no doubt about that. You will receive the gift of being gay and you will be extremely happy about it. We all have doubts, so I suggest using this file when you doubt the wisdom of your choice:
Accepting your desires, changes and your self
This file is based on an email I received. It is about one's struggle with change and the conflict some may have between the joy of what they want, but internal or external issues preventing you from enjoying it to the fullest. With this file you can eliminate the negativity to fully embrace any change or desire, any fetish. The Swiss knife of fetish acceptance. :-)

Link: https://www.warpmymind.com/index.php?ga ... le_id=4899

If you want to accelerate the changes, ViVe has an excellent file for that:
Sexuality Restructure: Cock
This is a curse and a conditioning file. It will make pleasuring cock the new centre of your sexuality. Short term, it will become impossible for you to have an orgasm without thinking about cock, and the more aroused you become, the more thoughts of pleasuring cock will enter your mind. Those things cause a conditioning effect and over time you start to associate pleasure with pleasuring cock. It will become the new centre of your sexuality.

This file is completely gender neutral!

This is a curse. Be really sure before you listen to this file, as the conditioning effect can not be reversed easily [if at all -- Oxy]! Listen at your own risk!
Link: http://www.vivehypnosis.de/?p=1933

There are files available on WMM that will make you either more dominant or more submissive.

by **Blankslate235** » April 4th, 2016, 10:20 am

I've also been listening to https://www.warpmymind.com/index.php?ga ... le_id=7970 probably more then I should have :oops:

took time but now things seem to have accelerated, trying not to give in

by **OxyFemboi** » April 5th, 2016, 12:22 am

blankslate wrote
I've also been listening to https://www.warpmymind.com/index.php?ga ... le_id=7970 probably more then I should have took time but now things seem to have accelerated, trying not to give in

If you didn't intend to give in, why'd you listen in the first place? Please don't say, "I didn't think it'd work." You know how many times we've heard that?

by **Blankslate235** » April 12th, 2016, 9:19 am

Well from what I had read of course I thought that there could be a risk involved.
What makes it exciting I guess. But you can't blame me for thinking as many have, it wont work, I'll fight it. Tried a few deprogramming files but so far they haven't helped any.

by **OxyFemboi** » April 12th, 2016, 11:11 am

blankslate wrote
Well from what I had read of course I thought that there could be a risk involved.
What makes it exciting I guess. But you can't blame me for thinking as many have, it wont work, I'll fight it. Tried a few deprogramming files but so far they haven't helped any.

Yeah, yeah, yeah, ... heard it all. Dude, you're gay ... or so close that it makes no difference. Accept it. Come out. Go on a few dates. Enjoy!

Use this: Sexuality Restructure: Cock
This is a curse and a conditioning file. It will make pleasuring cock the new centre of your sexuality. Short term, it will become impossible for you to have an orgasm without thinking about cock, and the more aroused you become, the more thoughts of pleasuring cock will enter your mind. Those things cause a conditioning effect and over time you start to associate pleasure with pleasuring cock. It will become the new centre of your sexuality.
This file is completely gender neutral!
This is a curse. Be really sure before you listen to this file, as the conditioning effect can not be reversed easily! Listen on your own risk!
Link: http://www.vivehypnosis.de/?p=1933

Or this: Accepting your desires, changes and your self
This file is based on an email I received. It is about once struggle with change and the conflict some may have between the joy of what they want, but internal or external issues preventing you from enjoying it to the fullest. With this file you can eliminate the negativity to fully embrace any change or desire, any fetish. The Swiss army knife of fetish acceptance :-)

Link: https://www.warpmymind.com/index.php?ga ... le_id=2407

by **Blankslate235** » April 12th, 2016, 11:04 pm

Not my fault you've heard it all before.
Gonna try and not listen and see if the effects start to fade any.
Been trying to tell myself it's only a fantasy, and the idea of getting trapped was exciting.
But when it feels like it's getting beyond a fantasy, your still quite surprised :oops:

by **Dreamin4Men** » April 13th, 2016, 12:13 am

Why turn around when you're on the brink of what guy after guy after guy in this thread has ended up loving? It's going to be a hard, hard road to forget what you've put your mind through. I'm obviously biased, but I can't see it being worth it. You can fight and maybe be confidently straight one day, or you can lie back, keep listening to the gay hypno and enjoy the bliss that comes with it. My most average and blah gay experiences are lightyears ahead of any "good" straight experience I had. You'll be alright.

by **OxyFemboi** » April 13th, 2016, 8:01 am

blankslate wrote
Not my fault you've heard it all before.
Gonna try and not listen and see if the effects start to fade any.
Been trying to tell myself it's only a fantasy, and the idea of getting trapped was exciting.
But when it feels like it's getting beyond a fantasy, your still quite surprised

I've read the same post over and over and over -- worded slightly differently but with the same core message -- from people who tried the file with the expectation that "It won't work on me." They're indignant that the file had the temerity to work as advertised. So yeah, you're not getting a lot of sympathy here. I'll save you some time: yeah, the Teeny Weenie file will shrink your dick. Go ahead, prove me wrong.

Did you, at least, read some of these posts before you started? When I start a new file, I want as much information on its effects as possible. I always read the file comments. Then I (usually) check to see if someone started a Forum thread in either Success Stories or the Forum dedicated to that type of file. [AB/DL and Jock files, among others, have dedicated Forums.] I don't check every page in Success Stories, but I do check the first two or three pages for fairly recent information.

Any cursory skimming of the Teeny Weenie file thread finds many, many posts exactly like your. "I didn't think it would work ... and it did. *Woe is me!* Apparently you thought -- if you read the Forum thread's posts -- that you'd be an exception. Why should you be different? :twisted:

by **Bellman4642** » April 15th, 2016, 9:53 pm

Well I am two months into listening to CFG and am addicted to this file. I am gay because of it. I tried to cut back listening from three times a day to once a day or less. But I have settled at twice a day for now. I did decide to stop listening my goal was forever but would settle for a week. Only made it for 48 hours. I was miserable and started listening immediately and felt normal again. CFG made me gay I have no doubt about it.

I recently found a local hypnotist and did four sessions with him. I asked just to work on being comfortable as a gay man. The first two were great. Then the third one he made me crave cum and had to suck one cock a day. I did not know it at the time just thought I was horney and more comfortable with things. The fourth one he made me into a dirty slut. I am hooking up with anyone on CL. I hook up with 2 guys a day or more. I let them do anything they want to me. I meet up with truckers or on cars. In public. I cannot control it. If I try to not hook up and I do try I get ill and sick to my stomach. The only way I found out was going into session five and asking the hypnotist to work on slowing down my desires. He then told me what he did and will not change me for thirty days. Said he thinks I will not want to change. I'm in my third week and he might be right. I've had more sex in the past two weeks than I had in the last 5 years. I had my first gang bang yesterday and today was the best I've felt in years.

Thanks CFG I think. I'm off the hook up with another stranger.

by **JohnDave** » April 17th, 2016, 2:22 pm

Hiya all!!!

Long time CFG listener here. I think it's time I moved on with my life, so I loaded up MrX, a gay dating/friends app on my phone, I hope to meet some gay ppl in my area for friends/maybe dating..

Maybe 2016 is gonna be the year I have my first bf! :-)

Will keep u posted!!

JohnDave

Xoxox

by **JoyofSub** » April 17th, 2016, 6:21 pm

Long time CFG listener here. I think it's time I moved on with my life, so I loaded up MrX, a gay dating/friends app on my phone, I hope to meet some gay ppl in my area for friends/maybe dating..

Maybe 2016 is gonna be the year I have my first bf!

It's been well over a year since we last heard from you. It doesn't appear as though you are still struggling with an attraction to women and boobs. If so, congratulations.

by **JohnDave** » April 18th, 2016, 3:13 am

It's been well over a year since we last heard from you. It doesn't appear as though you are still struggling with an attraction to women and boobs. If so, congratulations.

My attraction to boobs and women is kinda strange these days...

I can be looking at porn like a straight guy, then click a link and I'm face to face with a vagina, the woman's spread legs.. It's happened a few times that my first (immediate) reaction was to screw up my face and think 'eww'...

As for boobs.... Another strange one.... I love their aesthetics more than anything, but sometimes I still find myself getting horny. If some porn has a a guy and girl in it I have started rating what she is wearing, I don't know when that happened lol!

I think I still prefer women as friends though....

by **sb2yu** » April 19th, 2016, 1:44 pm

Hello, After a long absence for some reason i was called back to Forced Gay.
I think the only real difference now is that i fell much more submissive than i use to be and i think now is the right time... maybe a master might take me under his wing and work with me?
Well anyway it is time to start again.
dave

by **Bellman4642** » April 25th, 2016, 10:50 am

If anybody is following my story I wanted to update you on the changes I have made in the past week. After I posted my most recent update I was out hooking up with a CL guy a decided that this lifestyle of sex and more sex was what I wanted. I contacted the hypnotist and told him he was right. I wanted this life I wanted cocks constantly. He told me he purposely did this not to be deviant but to make sure I knew what I was getting into. We met last Tuesday and Wednesday and worked on my acceptance and coming out. He also reinforced my cravings for cocks by my request. I also bumped my listening to CFG to 3 to 4 times a day. Friday was a big day as I came out. Told my wife and was kicked out of the house. Figured that would happen and already had a hotel room reserved.

After that I decided I needed to change my appearance. First I am a professional type. Looks and the way I act. Have a professional job as well. Decide to get my ear pierced at a tattoo shop. Went back an hour later and got a rainbow tattooed on the back of my neck. That was my first and only tattoo. Swore I would never get one. Low enough so no one can see it during the day. Went back yesterday and got a cool rainbow flag with an equal sign on my back. Painful but cool. Last night while trying to sleep on my stomach I thought about the last 72 hours and was waiting for the guilt to set it. It never happened. I guess I figured I could revert back to heterosexual life but might be hard to explain the ink. Even today I feel great.

I still have sex with strangers twice a day at least. Been the subject of gang bangs. This is who I am. Maybe I was always this way but I do not think so. I believe that listening some many times a day to CFG changed me. I am going to continue seeing my hypnotist/therapist. My next goal is to become less alpha male and more submissive. Will update you with new changes. Also I am sure many of you find this to be far fetched. Not sure how to prove things to you but ask anything that helps you believe. Thanks CFG you are the best. And finally my recommendation to you is don't listen. But if you do be ready to be changed.

by **Bellman4642** » May 3rd, 2016, 9:54 pm

Update to my update.

Well I am still gay and extremely happy. And still extremely horney. Still having sex every day. Set up a Grinder account and have had more sex in a month than I've had in my life. Still listening to CFG twice a day. It has become so routine just like brushing my teeth. In fact the other night I was pass out drunk when I got back to my hotel but still automatically listened then masturbated to gay porn. No more ink yet but am considering more. Any suggestions? As far as my hypnosis sessions I asked him to work on making me more submissive. It is working but not as quickly as some of the other things. Oh well patience right. Love hearing from everyone. Thanks for the feedback and support!!!

by **OxyFemboi** » May 4th, 2016, 12:03 am

bellman wrote
Update to my update.

Well I am still gay and extremely happy. And still extremely horney. Still having sex every day. Set up a Grinder account and have had more sex in a month than I've had in my life. Still listening to CFG twice a day. It has become so routine just like brushing my teeth. In fact the other night I was pass out drunk when I got back to my hotel but still automatically listened then masturbated to gay porn. No more ink yet but am considering more. Any suggestions? As far as my hypnosis sessions I asked him to work on making me more submissive. It is working but not as quickly as some of the other things. Oh well patience right. Love hearing from everyone. Thanks for the feedback and support!!!

I love your updates. I also love tattoos. Biomechanical http://tattoo-journal.com/30-best-photo ... l-tattoos/ and Tribal http://tattoo-journal.com/traditional-t ... -patterns/ are my favorite styles, but for me, tattoos need to have some personal meaning or it's just ... pretty. I prefer my tats to have some personal input. I still would love to see some photos of your tats. Piercings look great with tattoos, so I suggest you get some piercings, especially a septum piercing and some eyebrow piercings as well as your nipples.

by **fireinside23** » May 7th, 2016, 4:44 pm

Hi, this year in college I got into hypnosis and came across curse forced gay I tried it once nothing really happened still liked girls the same came across different files but curse forced gay always caught my attention I listened to it 4 times since October of 2015 and most recently 2 days ago and last week. Those times were the most I really went into trance but the other times still affected me and made me like dudes and dick. Although today I did beat it to a female but honestly I didn't choose guys cause I know I can get aroused by them. So I think 2 days ago as well as last week affected me because I get a negative type of feeling when seeing girls but I know a attractive girl when I see one same with a guy. I get a big urge to listen to it, like right now I have a warm feeling in my stomach and I won't revert to normal til I do that's why I listened 2 days ago because it was there and I decided I can't do anything til I do. I still get aroused by ladies, get a erection but honestly it not as good as men because I Fantisised about having sex with a dude when I woke up. I have desires to suck dick and take one. I can't watch gay porn just the pictures I jack it to. What is your story on this? Like if I listen a few times a week will I lose my erector and arousal toward women or is that not enough? I get tempted to listen every night and day. What do you think about girls after listening for long? Do you still notice a nice ass, tits, beutiful face or just a good body? Is that warm electrify type of feeling gone? The pussy, is it just a gross feeling looking at one? Sorry for the questions just need to know what I'm up against.

by **Fomicry** » May 8th, 2016, 1:01 am

From being on here, I think you may be too far gone. My suggestion is to just except it and enjoy being gay.

If you want to speed it up try this file.
https://www.warpmymind.com/index.php?ga ... link=14462

But enjoy,

by **slowdive** » May 9th, 2016, 11:32 am

Hey all. I'm new to this thread. I"m a 36 year old straight married guy. I have listened to CFG a few times over the past few years, but never steadily and never in trance. And while I could sense it was a powerful file, it didn't have any lasting impact on me. Fast forward to now, I listened again the other day and can't stop thinking about it. I've been thinking about listening again, but I'm worried that I might not be able to stop listening...

by **outkast1728** » May 16th, 2016, 3:24 pm

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by **OxyFemboi** » May 16th, 2016, 7:17 pm

slowdive wrote

Hey all. I'm new to this thread. I"m a 36 year old straight married guy. I have listened to CFG a few times over the past few years, but never steadily and never in trance. And while I could sense it was a powerful file, it didn't have any lasting impact on me. Fast forward to now, I listened again the other day and can't stop thinking about it. I've been thinking about listening again, but I'm worried that I might not be able to stop listening...

I listened to CFG a few times over the past few years, but never steadily and never in trance ... I listened again the other day and can't stop thinking about it. I'm worried that I might not be able to stop listening... Sometimes, when conditions are just right -- I really want to know how to induce those conditions -- you only need to listen to a file once for that file to embed itself deeply into your mind. I suspect the conditions were just right for you the other day. How many times have you listened -- or thought about listening -- to CFG since your post on 09 May 2016? When you looked at porn, have you found yourself looking at the man instead of the woman? Have you had any strange fantasies or unusual erotic dreams? Have you watched any gay porn lately? If so ... you might be hooked already.

I always recommend this file to people who are troubled by their hypnosis-induced changes because ... it works exactly as described.
Accepting your desires, changes and your self ☆
Link: https://www.warpmymind.com/index.php?gadget=HFiles&action=GetFile&file_id=4899
This file is based on an email I received. It is about one's struggle with change and the conflict some may have between the joy of what they want, but internal or external issues prevent you from enjoying it to the fullest. With this file you can eliminate the negativity to fully embrace any change or desire, any fetish. The Swiss knife of fetish acceptance :-)

by **broerk** » May 17th, 2016, 1:37 pm

Decided to post here because I have had a very weird effect with this file(At least I think it is).
Because it's the opposite effect of what is supposed to happen.

I've been listening for a week now and instead of getting more aroused by males. I find that after listening to this file. I'm actually more arroused to woman then before I listened to it.

So any thoughts about this? and did this happen to anyone before? Or am I just the odd one out?

by **JackDrago** » May 17th, 2016, 5:56 pm

Decided to post here because I have had a very weird effect with this file(At least I think it is).
Because it's the opposite effect of what is supposed to happen.

I've been listening for a week now and instead of getting more aroused by males. I find that after listening to this file. I'm actually more arroused to woman then before I listened to it.

So any thoughts about this? and did this happen to anyone before? Or am I just the odd one out?

This is actually a mild sort of abreaction. Your mind is rejecting the suggestions for some reason and is giving you the opposite. Maybe you simply lack a subconscious desire to be gay, and if you don't have the right subconscious needs, the hypnosis is simply rejected.

I am naturally gay and happy that way, but the free version of Slow Cummer caused me to cum faster until I re-wrote it to fix the ecology problem caused by the way I framed those ideas in the first version.

by **fireinside23** » May 18th, 2016, 4:32 am

Does that file find buried desires and bring them to life?

by **broerk** » May 18th, 2016, 5:25 am

This is actually a mild sort of abreaction. Your mind is rejecting the suggestions for some reason and is giving you the opposite. Maybe you simply lack a subconscious desire to be gay, and if you don't have the right subconscious needs, the hypnosis is simply rejected.

I am naturally gay and happy that way, but the free version of Slow Cummer caused me to cum faster until I re-wrote it to fix the ecology problem caused by the way I framed those ideas in the first version.

Okay Guess it's this then:

Maybe you simply lack a subconscious desire to be gay, and if you don't have the right subconscious needs, the hypnosis is simply rejected.

Because I've kinda already re-organized cure forced gay to fit my needs more as I found my mind always vrery much disliked the you are so embaresed and feel bad about it bits. To the point of me completly rejecting the file(waking up in the middle fo trance etc.). So I cut those bits after which I got the effect I get now.

Ooh well it was a fun try.

by **broerk** » May 18th, 2016, 5:28 am

Does that file find buried desires and bring them to life?

If you look at what is the general idea about what hypnosis can do to you:
"Hypnosis can't force you to do things you don't want to do."

I'm gonna say. Yea for this file to truly work there's probably already going to need to be some sort of desire to actual be/become gay.

by **gswcz** » May 18th, 2016, 6:00 am

I'm a married man, got a family, etc. My wife and I have always had a D/s relationship, and my wife now has a lover. Over the past year, I have been listening to Curse Forced Gay, sometimes three or four times per day. What I found was that over the first month or so, I began to imagine cocks a lot more during sex. Then I began to imagine being fucked as I fucked my wife. Then over time I found that during sex I began to lose my erection, which made me more nervous.

Eventually, it reached a point where my wife actually asked me if I wasn't gay. We concluded that I was likely bi. Then I started seeking out guys on Grindr whilst on business trips, and now, with my wife's encouragement, I'm seeking out a dominant boyfriend who I will begin seeing on a regular basis. What my wife doesn't know is that I am asking men to convert me fully which will likely end my marriage.

I don't deny that I had latent homosexual urges in the past, but I never found men attractive. Now I not only want the sex, but find myself feeling strangely comfortable in the arms of men, and completely disinterested in straight sex. In fact, if I never had straight sex again, I'd be happy. This file works, maybe not as hypnosis, but it does as a form of brainwashing to out your real desires and reinforce them. I went into this actually hoping that was what would happen, as I am submissive and love humilation. But if you are not totally sure, but know something is in you, then don't do it.

by **JackDrago** » May 18th, 2016, 9:51 am

Because I've kinda already re-organized cure forced gay to fit my needs more as I found my mind always vrery much disliked the you are so embaresed and feel bad about it bits. To the point of me completly rejecting the file(waking up in the middle fo trance etc.). So I cut those bits after which I got the effect I get now.

If you actually want to be gay, but you have trouble with the framing of CFG, there are lots of other options.

My own Man Fucker file has a proud to fuck men framing to it, and often works for guys who have a block based in their fear of getting fucked by other men. Sarnoga's Forever Gay is much more on the side of removing attraction to women than either CFG or Man Fucker.

by **broerk** » May 18th, 2016, 2:49 pm

If you actually want to be gay, but you have trouble with the framing of CFG, there are lots of other options.

My own Man Fucker file has a proud to fuck men framing to it, and often works for guys who have a block based in their fear of getting fucked by other men. Sarnoga's Forever Gay is much more on the side of removing attraction to women than either CFG or Man Fucker.

Haha considering the amount of making you gay files I listened to the last couple of years. Though I feel it was more about seeing if they could actually affect me then becoming gay. Maybe there is indeed a part of me that's at least a bit curious about being gay.

During that journey I've also pretty much tried Man Fucker and Sarnoga's Forever Gay. Infact I'm pretty sure I tried just about all of the most famous ones on here. without any real succes and since today. I'm trying Sexuality Restructure: Cock from Vive. At the very least it manages to make me feel very relaxed during trance.

If it does work that's cool because then it's apperently something I want and if it doesn't work. Then it's no problem either. Because I defanitley do find girls to be very atractive.

by **fireinside23** » May 19th, 2016, 9:26 pm

Just for a update I been noticing for the last month it's harder to get or maintain a erection while looks at tits, ass and pussy, some arousal but not enough to get hard, but if I do it long enough I'll get one just not throbbing although when I look at dicks and men I get hard within 5 seconds and throbbing. Easier to cum to dick and I forced my self to cum to ladies most the time. Note: I haven't listened to nothin for a few weeks. That electricity has dropped for girls and it rises for cocks. Thoughts?

by **Necrops** » May 19th, 2016, 10:44 pm

Sounds like you were pretty receptive to the hypnosis. If you masturbate to men then you probably are reinforcing it; if you want it to stop, then you might consider masturbating to only women and listening to some straight files on here. If you're starting to like it, then congrats your gay! Just like the file said it would do . . .

by **fireinside23** » May 19th, 2016, 10:51 pm

Oh okay. Thank you for your reply.

by **Yellowropehypnosis** » May 20th, 2016, 11:20 am

So I've been listening to the file and have unexpected changes. The first thing that changed was I began noticing guys crotches as they walked by. Then shoulders, hands and feet. Of course gay porn gets me off. At night I'm having vivid sex dreams with men. I still prefer women's faces. I think I'm almost turned.

What's unexpected is my reaction around naked men. The site of cock has me get really horny. I was in the gym and an old guy was changing. I became hard at the site of his naked body. Mantras of 'suck the cock' 'worship the cock' came flooding in. All I wanted was to have cock. It didn't matter he was old. Figured I'd feel this way with someone attractive but it appears any cock does it for me. Is this normal? Or will the effects lessen over time?

by **OxyFemboi** » May 20th, 2016, 5:11 pm

yellowropeyypnosis wrote
What's unexpected is my reaction around naked men. The site of cock has me get really horny. I was in the gym and an old guy was changing. I became hard at the site of his naked body. Mantras of 'suck the cock' 'worship the cock' came flooding in. All I wanted was to have cock. It didn't matter he was old. Figured I'd feel this way with someone attractive but it appears any cock does it for me. Is this normal? Or will the effects lessen over time?

Evreybody has triggers, likes, and dislikes. What types of women did you like? Older women, younger women, or women who were more or less your age? Blondes, brunettes, or redheads? Etc. If you were attracted to older women, it is possible that your likes and/or dislikes are carrying over to your gay sexuality. Or ... as you suggest, it could be a natural reaction and the effects will lessen over time.

by **fireinside23** » May 21st, 2016, 4:28 am

In actual real life not just on my phone, I saw a guy with his shirt off mowing and he had muscles and it aroused me right away. A girl never done that much that although I had electrons firing in my brain with the girl. Same with the dude as well as the butterflies.

by **OxyFemboi** » May 21st, 2016, 7:22 pm

fireinside wrote
In actual real life not just on my phone, I saw a guy with his shirt off mowing and he had muscles and it aroused me right away. A girl never done that much that although I had electrons firing in my brain with the girl. Same with the dude as well as the butterflies.

I think we can safely say, "Welcome to the club!". One of us will get in touch with you to teach you the secret handshake and all that good stuff. In the meantime, go out bar-hopping and drink a few to your success! L'chaim!

by **Bellman4642** » May 26th, 2016, 5:23 am

My latest update

About a week ago I woke up in the middle of the night having a panic attack about all the changes in my life. I decided there and then i was no longer gay. I could not believe what I did. I thought I was having a heart attack or something. It was about 2 am when this was going on. Told myself I made a huge mistake with this decision and it wasn't to late to fix. For the next four hours I deleted every account I had relating to a gay lifestyle. I researched tattoo removal. Told myself I would flirt with the first woman I saw. Which I did. Decided to stop listening to CFG. Deleted the file.

Realized this morning of trying to be straight for a week that I am gay. Not sure what the week was but it only helped me realize that I cannot be straight. That's it for now.

by **carohypno** » May 26th, 2016, 12:28 pm

@bellman
it exists hypno files to be straight, innconjunction with the ones to remove old hypnosis. I suggest you to try them to live a life not guided by your pleasures or fantasms but by the reason and/or the will to love others, especially your wife. You may possibly at end still attracted to men, but you can /must love your wife, because true lve is not a matter of sexual preferences but matter of will. You also may try the vive love potion to help yourself to be attracted only by your wife...if she forgives you.
she deserves more than your penis needs.
regards
caroline

by **fireinside23** » June 4th, 2016, 5:58 pm

Another update;
Idk I just find it easier to get aroused and feels better to jack to dicks and guys bodies, I mean I technically still get aroused by girls just not as much and guys just make me excited and it takes me longer to get hard than guys when guys make me as hard as it gets. But gay porn don't do it for me tbh. I still see attractive women and check em out but it's not the same I don't get that warm jelly feeling especially when I hugged my female friend today. To be truthful I thought of having a gf but then I got this weird feeling of anxiety and over thinking. I also thought of eating my friend out and having sex (female) I got an erection at work of thinking of that. I don't really think of having sex with guys and dicks but maybe that's cause I'd like it even thinking of it now arouses me. There are times when I get a negative response when I check out girls half if not most. Unless they're actually got a nice ass or tits. Man idk please give me input. I wanna like women. And all that stuff. Any way out??

by **fireinside23** » June 4th, 2016, 9:11 pm

Also when I do see a good lookin girl it's not all jelly and warm, it's negative now.

by **OxyFemboi** » June 4th, 2016, 10:48 pm

fireinsiIdk I just find it easier to get aroused and feels better to jack to dicks and guys bodies, I mean I technically still get aroused by girls just not as much and guys just make me excited and it takes me longer to get hard than guys when guys make me as hard as it gets. But gay porn don't do it for me tbh. I still see attractive women and check em out but it's not the same I don't get that warm jelly feeling especially when I hugged my female friend today. To be truthful I thought of having a gf but then I got this weird feeling of anxiety and over thinking. I also thought of eating my friend out and having sex (female) I got an erection at work of thinking of that. I don't really think of having sex with guys and dicks but maybe that's cause I'd like it even thinking of it now arouses me. There are times when I get a negative response when I check out girls half if not most. Unless they're actually got a nice ass or tits. Man idk please give me input. I wanna like women. And all that stuff. Any way out??

Also when I do see a good lookin girl it's not all jelly and warm, it's negative now.

From how you wrote what is happening ... no, there's no way out. You wrote [b]I wanna like women. And all that stuff. I wanna like women is another way of saying I don't like women now ... but I should like women. What's exactly do you mean by And all that stuff. Having sex with women? You couldn't come out and say "I should want to have sex with women, shouldn't I?"

"Should" is another way of saying, "Others -- the amorphous "they" -- expect you to think/believe/act this way." "Should" also implies that you doubt that what "they" say is right.

by **fireinside23** » June 5th, 2016, 12:10 am

What I mean is having a relationship with a women and a future, with no hold backs, the sex, everything that creates an emotional bond.

by **OxyFemboi** » June 5th, 2016, 12:41 am

fireinside wrote
What I mean is having a relationship with a women and a future, with no hold backs, the sex, everything that creates an emotional bond.

Can you currently imagine yourself in a relationship with a women and a future, with no hold backs, the sex, everything that creates an emotional bond with the full range of emotions that invokes? Or is that imagined relationship emotionally flat?

by **fireinside23** » June 5th, 2016, 1:20 am

Yes, more emotionally flat than not.

by **OxyFemboi** » June 5th, 2016, 2:46 am

OxyFemboi wrote
Can you currently imagine yourself in a relationship with a women and a future, with no hold backs, the sex, everything that creates an emotional bond with the full range of emotions that invokes? Or is that imagined relationship emotionally flat?

fireinside23 wrote
Yes, more emotionally flat than not.

Now, can you currently imagine yourself in a relationship with a man and a future, with no hold backs, the sex, everything that creates an emotional bond with the full range of emotions that invokes? Or is that imagined relationship emotionally flat?