How will a feminization program affect my personality traits that arent related to gender?
So I started listening to lianns files, specifically I listened to breast game first but felt like I couldnt actually drop into trance and so then started listening to living her dream and had really good results. I only listened maybe twice and it was working well already so I dove into some of her other files and its working way better than anything else ever has. I want to listen to the files again so badly. When i have down time ill randomly almost go on autopilot and want to listen more really badly. And it kind of worried me. I know that the entire idea of a curse file is to addict you to come back to it and their would be control but what im scared of is a complete overwrite of who I am. I want to force a change not erase me and make a new person. (For the record i was on hormones for about 5 months but would get panic attacks in public so i want something that can push me further but not get rid of me.)
So with feminization programs, things like the bree series or lianns files, and I guess hypnosis in general, how much control do you have with your identity afterwards? For example I really like to draw and I like certain books and music. All those things will still be there right? Ill still be me just a girl completely right?
Sorry if these are kind of dumbs questions these files have just hooked me like none other and before I give in id like to know im not about to erase myself. After debating complete female takeover and reading up a bunch on it im actually really afraid of it and the idea of not being in control after the hypnosis has changed me is really scary.