Hi everyone
A few years ago I was curious about some files with anal effects and I listened to them. I can't remember the files but they ended up having an effect that my anus is always contracted and I'm always feeling an itch in my ass. I have a desire to insert things but it's too painful since I can't control the contraction. I've been trying to get through with it but I'm reaching my limit and I'm considering suicide just to get rid of the effects. I've tried the deprogramming files without any effect and I don't know what to do. Please Help!