by MasterJack » May 10th, 2021, 11:44 am
I have an update on this. So recently I’ve been self medicating with pramipexole for my anhedonic bipolar depression (now up to 3mg and going to stay there). However one thing I noticed when I started this, was all of a sudden trance felt so much easier to obtain. However at the same all of a sudden my twitching got really bad when doing self hypnosis, so bad that I couldn’t trance. So I found out what it was called (can’t remember now), found a pubmed article saying 5htp can help, started taking 200mg 5htp, and now twitching is minimum. I won’t go into this anymore or some of the small side effects, all I will say is the above medicine felt like it’s really effected my ability to trance positively.
Now the hypnosis stuff:
So I start training with Cardigans 3 trance files. I think within a day, after not that many listens, 4 listens max (of the first two files), I am now able to go into a deep trance using his 3rd instant trance file. Also reading his posts on here, telling people not to focus on the words but on the trance feeling helped me a lot, because I always thought I needed to focus on the words.
Anyway I had a file which has the following suggestion in there which was only repeated 10 times:
[quote]Every day your libido and horniness are becoming stronger and stronger, and all your sexual desire is for your wife, because you find your wifes breasts, pussy, and body, look so sexy, beautiful, and taboo. which makes you really horny, sexually aroused, and feel lots of sexual pleasure. this feels so natural and normal to you, and feels like it's always been this way forever.[/quote]
Well after one listen, my interest in sissy porn diminished greatly, and my wife showed me her pussy later that day and there was the seed of sexual attraction to it. All from listening to the above suggestion 10 times only once! 2 perspectives changed in a matter of minutes.
I’m absolutely stunned how all of a sudden my ability to go into trance and suggestibility has gone up.
What’s more crazy is I was ready to leave my wife literally a week prior. See when I started taking pramipexole, I became hyper sexual, compulsively watching porn and compulsively writing erotic hypnosis scripts. One of those scripts was about becoming a transgender and washing away all guilt, shame, worry etc..., also had feminising suggestions as well, and after just one listen I shaved all my body hair, and told my wife I wanted to leave her because I’m tired of fighting these feelings (which was a lie because I only had them that for a day). Anyway my point was, I’ve gone from one extreme to the other, and all with simple compounded (repeated) suggestions.
Anyway I’ll keep this thread updated, when I saw that sexy spark of my wife’s pussy yesterday for a second, I definitely want more. However I have other problems I need to address which are a higher priority. Insomnia, sleep routine, sleep apnea/snoring, and cigarettes. Hopefully I can address these fast, and then move on to the more fun stuff soon.
No longer distributing my files.