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Welcome to the WarpMyMind site, ltay09.
Even though I'm a hypnotist, I'm not going to tell you how to start. Instead, I'm responding with a compliment.
Even though you're new here, you instinctively did something that indicates you're an excellent subject. When you posted in the forum here, you instinctively told about the attraction you feel... attracted to being a hypnotized slave and/or a mindless puppet.
Instead of telling you
how you're going to start, I take pleasure in telling you:
You're going to LOVE the journey. Sometimes, change gets uncomfortable, doesn't it? And sometimes change takes time.
Even though I don't know how you're going to start... keep following those instincts. It's a pleasure seeing that level of excellence from someone new.
Again, welcome to WMM.