So, second part first: I can reliably get to a relaxed state of light trance, but I have trouble getting to a state of suggestibility where suggestions "stick" in my mind. I would very much appreciate hearing from anyone who has had similar problems and overcame them
Now, on to the other bit:
I want to be hypnotized to love cocks. I'm not entirely sure why, but it's a desire that just won't seem to go away. Maybe I picked it up from some hypno stuff that affected me more than I thought it did? Who knows. The important thing is that I want it. I don't want to stop liking women, I just want to know that hypnosis gave me an intense lust for cocks. (having my libido cranked up in general would also be nice) It might be fun to have the desire on a trigger, for convenience, but just in general . . . I would really like to have my mind adjusted so that I can feel an intense, uncontrollable LUST for hot, hard cocks. I'd beg if I knew who to direct such a request to.
Anyway, just thought I'd put this out there in hopes that I hear from someone.