Achieved impotence...my journey so far :P

[seekingimpotence1980]

Hello,

I have not posted since I joined this forum back in March. My goal was to achieve impotence/erectile dysfuction. I was not too keen on the 'Cock Destroyer' file, as I did not want to go to the depths of testosterone reduction and arousal triggers causing anxiety etc. that such an intense file included.

Additionally, I used another file by Elena McIvor featured on this site [https://hypno-fetish.com/music/6403/eternal-limpness] that essentially 'reverses the polarity' in terms of causing arousal to produce limpness and people to become aroused by being limp and chaste. The sexual arousal is centred in the mind, with no release due to a permanently limp cock that cannot cum.

I also recently had two online hypnosis sessions with a domme in the UK who is trained in NLP and hypnotherapy with the simple goal of inducing 'mental chastity', or my penis 'just not working' in terms of sexual arousal and becoming erect.

Right now, I class myself as being impotent, unable to get erect via sexual arousal and 'turned on' by being limp and chaste. Having said that, as a heavy user of pornography and frequent masturbator, I feel my sex drive has diminshed somewhat since achieving this new state. I am also a little scared at the possible medical implications of never being able to cum again?

A few years ago I started fantasising about becoming a Eunuch, although the logistics of this would be impossible to achive here in the UK. I have been drawn to the thread on penis shrinking over the past week or so and am excitied by the prospect of having an extremely small 'micropenis'. As it stands I am only 4.9 inches erect, but relish the prospect of significant shrinking down to 2 or even 1 inches. I am reluctant however to start this process as I am not keen on my balls retreating into my abdomen or experiencing side effects from testosterone reduction, especially as I have a history and af anxiety issues.

I love reading through the posts and learning of other people's experiences though, this site is such a wonderful resource!

[newtowner]

Hi, enjoyed reading your post as I think our goals or needs are similar.

Would be keen to chat more about this if you’re up for it?

I really want to be impotent also and the way you’ve gone about it is interesting. Also would love a micropenis too (I’m 5” hard) but have similar concerns to yours on the shrinking files.

Look forward to hearing from you