Hi there everyone. I'd like some help figuring out what I should do in my situation. I have Aspergers and OCD, with HOCD. I am on this site primarily to get rid of my HOCD because it has lowered my attraction to women. I have noticed in the past the only thing I could ever get off to was butts. I always found breasts beautiful and bellies beautiful on women, but was never able to get off to them. I've never really found vaginas beautiful. I have a fetish for anal which has caused me a lot of issues so I am looking to get rid of it and replace it with a vagina fetish or something. I'm also trying to get rid of any possible attraction I could ever have more men. What I will say is that I am straight and have only ever had crushes on women, but I still have bad HOCD that I am seeking to get rid of.
One question I'd like to ask is can these tapes be used by someone who isn't gay to reinforce heterosexuality? I don't think it could really be harmful and don't see how but I would like to know if this could be more harmful than good to me. Also I don't really want to lose my attraction to women's butts I just don't want to be attracted to their anuses. I'd also like something that can make me super masculine as since I have had HOCD I have felt less confident in my masculinity. FYI I have been dealing with HOCD for six months now. If anyone has any questions about what I said feel free to ask. Thanks :)