I didn't see a thread for EMG's Curse Forced Bisexual, so I've decided to catalog my journey here. Of course, I'd love to hear from others regarding this field and their success. I'm going to try to make this first post comprehensive, so it may be a little long.
PRE-LISTEN
I am AMAB Genderfluid, with some bi tendencies. I am married to a woman and DO NOT want to change my attraction to women at all. I have had bi fantasies for as long as I have been sexual, but it has never felt like affection or attraction to men. I just had sexual fantasies regarding dicks and men playing a role in feminization fantasies. When I tried to imagine being romantic with a man, I couldn't really picture it. I don't really crush on guys the same way I crush on woman. Sometimes I will take a very minor interest in a guy, but its genuinely just a curiosity, and I don't generally find hard muscles, body hair, facial hair, or any other masculine features attractive. I have only had one sexual partner, my wife, but most of my masturbation material is sissy and sissy hypno, sometimes some bi confusion stuff. Just guys doesn't usually do it for me, but guys with sissies is a turn on. I often wonder if I am bisexual, or just have conditioned responses from years of bad porn habits.
First Listen
I listened to EMGs original file while high. I don't remember much about the session or any affects it had on me.
Second Listen
I listened to Curse Forced Bisexual w Binaural, while high, Again. I don't remember the session at all but when I woke up I started a masturbations session. There was a PMV style video the features just guys and cocks, not something I'm usually into, but it really piqued my interest. It was interesting, but I didn't cum to it. Instead I looked up another bi-confusion vid and finished to that.
Third Listen
I just finished my third listen in three days. The conditions weren't ideal. I was in my desk chair instead of lying down, and not high. I don't think I went as deep, but still struggle remembering the session. I feel horney, but not really sure what for.
Questions
Is this file as strong as EMG's curse forced gay?
This file doesn't really tell me HOW to be attracted to men, just that I should be equally attracted to them as to woman. Will I just find things about men to be attracted to on my own, or are there other files to help with that?
Suggestions
I currently am only really interested in men at all when I am in a feminine mind set, and I'd like to keep it that way. I'd like to find more files that support my bisexuality in relationship to my femininity. If anybody has any suggestions on files or exercises to support that, I'd love to hear from you! I was thinking about trying EMGs Train Sex Men Remastered.
I'm looking forward to hearing from you all, and keeping you updated on my progress.