by hectorau » June 20th, 2022, 8:00 am
Hi Everyone. I just joined and thought to let you know and follow my experience with listening to the CFG file. I think it may help if I give you a little background about myself. I’m 54, Married and been Bi for quite some time. I did act on it about 20 years ago quite a bit but let it go after about a year. I still watch some gay and Bi porn and masturbate to it. I do have a submissive side when it comes to Gay sex. I am interested in Chastity cages and found out about Hypnosis via some posts in a chastity forum. When I looked here I discovered plenty of files about hypnosis but several others that took my imagination. The CFG file was one that I noted and downloaded. From what I read in the description and in this forum the file would become addictive. I would be compelled to listen to the file and from what I read it would take effect. I will admit the submissive side of me was interested and so on Thursday 9th June I listened to the file with my headphones in my most relaxing recliner with the lights off to minimise other sensory inputs. My idea was to listen to the file on 2 consecutive days and see what happens. If the file was as addictive as advertised, I would be compelled to listen again quite soon. If I was so compelled, I was to listen immediately if it was safe to do so and if not, listen as soon as it was safe.
The first time I found that I sank into the chair more comfortably that I had before and started to really listen. I kept my breathing steady and after a few minutes I did find it hard to lift my arms, I know I could if I wanted but I didn’t want to. As I was in the dark with my eyes closed, I noticed some coloured patterns swirling and shifting and it seemed to move with the sound of the voice. I seemed to blank out, I know I was earing the voice but not really what it was saying. But after a while I was told I would wake one the count of 5. Once the count was over, I found I could easily open my eyes and move my arms. I knew I could earlier, but I felt I didn’t want to. I surfaced (what it felt like rather than woke) feeling quite refreshed. Out of curiosity I looked at some Hetro porn and some of my favourite images of women in latex. (Another fetish) They looked and got the response it normally did.
The second listen was on the Friday 10th June in the afternoon. Again, I reclined in my favourite chair. Turned off the lights closed my eyes and started to listen. It was almost the same as the previous day. A few minutes in and my arms become heavy, I know I can move them, but I don’t want to. As I’m listening to the voice telling me to relax, I notice the colours and lights behind my eyes and again they keep time with the voice, responding to what is being said. Again, I blank out and only come back as the voice is telling me to wake on the count of 5. This time I decide to move my arms before the count is done but noting happens till after the count is finalised. I am again also completely relaxed and refreshed.
I had now listened to the file completely twice and I was now going to wait and see if I got a compulsion to listen to the file. Saturday and Sunday came and went without me even thinking about it at all. Monday was my day to work from home and even though I did do a little Porn surfing I didn’t think about the file at all. Tuesday and Wednesday in the office and nothing. On Thursday 23rd, out of the blue my mind wandered to the file, and I felt like listening to it. I cannot say it was a compulsion at all, more of a “Oh I have that to listen to”. Because I was in the office I couldn’t listen and only a few minutes later it was out of my mind. True to my initial conditions I immediately listened to the file when I got home. I decided to try a different less comfortable chair, so I listened in my computer room with my office recliner. Even though the chair was not as comfortable I found the listening results almost the same. I cannot remember any of what is said other than relaxation words and the wake-up count. For the life of me I have no idea what is being said to me. At the end I was determined to lift my arm before the final count and with great effort I was able to lift my arm from my lap just before the end. These was a slight difference with the end other than the success of lifting my arm, I was relaxed and I was refreshed but I was also a little horny. The previous times looking at porn after was a little mechanical for all types (hetro, bi and gay). This time I was happy to look at anything. I did start with some hetro porn but soon changed to gay when I got close to Cumming. (Normal for me).
Friday and Saturday passed without thought and again on Sunday 19th the thought about the file popped into my head for no reason. Again, I cannot say I was compelled to listen, it was more like a reminder the file was there. I immediately grabbed the headphones and started to listen. I went back to my comfy chair as the other one appeared to make no difference. The results from the file were almost identical again. No recollection of what I am being told, a deep feeling of relaxation when I surface. This time there was no horny feeling just the sense of being refreshed.
So that is where I am. I listen when my mind wonders to the file. I hope you don’t mind the slight novel I have written but I curious how my reaction to listening compares to others.
